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hurt this time:(

2011-11-01T09:56:00.000-07:00

seriously i felt v hurt this time round, 1st time in my 24yrs of life i felt this way...why, what's wrong? i cant talk to anyone regarding this issue, honestly no one!
i did my very best to be a good gf after that incident. but it seemed that the incident made him lose all the trust in me. didnt blame him, afterall it was my fault & he's really great to forgive me, which i truly appreciated & treasure.

i wanted v much to go TWN with my buddy this coming Sat. i knew he will feel uneasy, thus i rejected my buddy. he thought i should but i was really upset. i have never been to any trip with any frenx:( when i asked him to go, the most is a 3D2N but where can we go? Malaysia? i dunwan! everything i do, i tried to put myself in his shoes, but did he do that? all he thought was i am unreasonable etc...really tired, stress etc...

always the jovial gal, but...

`easily irritated`

2011-03-12T07:59:00.001-08:00

i have officially moved back to Mum's house (separated for 4 month plus); felt a sense of relief, @ least i dint have to lie about my r/s anymore:) though the few few weeks felt horrible, i am lucky to have a frenx who's there for me all this while; a big thx to him.

as Mum was sick, i dint bring baobei back over the weekends. clubbing on Fri, ECP on Sat & K-box on Sun, woohoo...got to know a buddy's frenx @ club. though he's of the same age as me, he's rather mature & wen zhong. quite a nice guy overall:)

haix & becoz of this guy i knew, i argued with the guy whom helped me...what's wrong with making new friends etc?

anyway, tired liao...nitex...

MIA long enough

2011-02-23T07:59:00.000-08:00

wa frm last Sept till this yr i haven been blogging. dear blog, i am vexed...what can i do besides blogging? before i start, i shall no longer made any comments in my f/t job as of today:

i am back to single life again, but this time regardless of what, i have my baobei there to acc me:) i dint dare to tell anyone my problems, i dint want anyone to worry. every night before going home i have been thinking, 'wad should i do', 'how shd i tell them i am coming home again' etc...all sort of qns came out & none i can ans. few year of r/s gota end soon. i am sad, not becoz i cant bear to leave. infact, leaving is the best option coz i will be alot better w/o him.
i have made my choice. with this kinda pple beside me, i rather leave & forget him.

arh, i missed Japan; simply lurve there. how i wish i can stay there always.

...

2010-09-14T09:18:00.000-07:00

waiting patiently for my Japan trip with family in Nov:)

nowadays feeling tired yet cannot sleep, y? erm showing signs of getting old...many many things happened, but i duno where & how should i start?

haix finally understood y people told me that guys & gals can never be best of friends, esp. the age gap differ by nearly 20yrs. is 'excitement' really that fun?

arh shall not talk about it; listening to my Jay's songs & going to iron my clothes; ever since dear started wrking, ironing is done by me, myself & i...satisfy with it so far:)

moody:(

2010-07-06T11:14:00.000-07:00

back to the so-called home, dear is at least starting to get a little better:) but the house, with that mad woman around, is never peaceful. many things happened at home, she & uncle got grandma to back them up; knn i looked down on them. 1 guy, age 45, still need to ask grandma 4 help. 1 mad woman, age 45 too, said if she were ever to get beaten by uncle again, she will leave for good & never to come back. in the end, like a dog followed back. last week they had a fight, me still thought OT came home can rest, in the end police came coz involved weapon. aiyo fancy both still still childish. anyway since she's back, i will not tolerate her.

1 word to describe wrk: sianx...new boss came; he doesnt seem to be friendly, unlike the previous one. met him once in the pantry, didnt quite like to talk, PR skill haix...i am tired with all the talkings, no action nothing. in the end, i myself suffer...what to do? manager mah, can say everyday do reports, attend to urgent matters bla bla bla then throw everything to us. anyway, she's a assett to the company; she's able to control the team. well that's company's point of view. work so hard, never get appreciated, a simple 'thanks' will brighten up the day. TCT, so what we did not hit the target? at the end of the day, who benefits most from all this? haix the person who throw her stuff to us! machiam a walking zombie nowadays; dint feel like talking to anyone. asking me for a solution to lighten my workload. gave her a solution; passed one of the country i in-charged over to another colleague. in the end, told me Aust., SGP and MYS i am not allowed to hand over. reason: big customers. conclusion: can hand over small country like PHL & BRN but will not look nice on me if i get the colleague to do. btw, for PHL & BRN, tenders received last than 10 per yr. so, wad's the conclusion: no conclusion @ all! bullshitting...@ 1st taught me PO; just need me to do during every 1st week of the month, sort of i am the backup. now, it's the other way round. so sick n tired of those stupid mtgs between us. everything is us, exclude her, unless it's too simple she will do.

had a eerie dream of a friend, a long-lost friend. been dreaming of this person since i married. update when i free...nitex...

time flies...

2010-05-16T09:17:00.000-07:00

i went back to mum's hse to stay for @ least 3 weeks; honestly, i prefer mum's place, it's kinda no stress etc, comparing to what i called home but it's not a home to me. after 3 weeks, i was been shifted back:( haix wad's wrong with me? guessed i was just too soft-hearted:(
1 week back to the so-called home; everything's still fine. haha we sure c wad will come next...

bro told me never ever mentioned any unhappiness in wrk in my blog. besides blogging, where else can i vent my anger? blog, to me, is a place for me to write down my personal thoughts etc. if i have to hide centain things, wad's the point of blogging? i am also a normal human beings whom have temper!
mon to thur seemed fine 2 me, just as usual, a little sian to go work, see people's striking thunderstorm on someone. who knows, fri the thunderstorm's striking on me! our hod went on a biz trip to phl. 'she' got a call frm hod, asking y i have not submitted my quote to a cust. in phl. haix arrow shooting to my direction. 'she' realized i have the quote in hand but have not send to cust., asked me y. dun everyone think it's stupid to ask this qns? obviously i have not do the quote lah, lame ans i gave...frm then, both of us gave each other a black face, who cares anyway? how would you ans when someone asked u to give a reason as to y are u overloaded? i am pissed off with people who are trying to be nice, wad a hypocrite! @ first told me things like: ohh, we will find a solution so you wouldnt be overloaded, erm when i finish my stuff i will help you to key PO etc...READ CAREFULLY THE 2ND SENTENCE: help me key PO! hello, PO is 'her' job, i am only 'her' backup for the 1st week of every mth when 'she' is doing report, when has this become my job? honestly, i dun mind wrking more/ for others, but 'she' is taking things for granted. knn in the end told me what, you must hit the target, if not bonus kana affected. who got the most bonus if we hit our taget? 'she' only mah...

arh dun tok about wrk, ltr still gota wrk...gota sleep now le, quite tired despite many hrs of sleeping yesterday:(

MC again

2010-04-21T01:06:00.000-07:00

haix y magrain keep looking for me these days? i hate magrain, making me so sick:( stress, not with work. infact, i rather go to work than to stay at this f**king home; it's killing me:( i just wana a guy who can listen to me attentively, share our joy & saddness etc. but, i have found the wrong one. outside, he seemed to be an Ah Beng/ wadever. at home, he's just a daddy boy i guessed. whatever the elderly said, they are always right. i am not brought up like this, so please dun ever use this on me!!! i regretted this marriage, honestly. if i could turn back time, i will give birth 2 baobei, but i will NEVER marry. single parents are very common nowadays.
there seemed to be something that is blocking me from leaving here, wondering what's wrong.

bought a pair of black heels for my p/t job. haha simply lurve black heels with bling bling:) Fri nite gota wrk, from 10pm-2am. location etc wise not known yet. Berl asked y i need to tired myself. gal, this is not called tired. at least better than staying at home doing nothing. i gota find xtra cash, for both me & baobei. hey, i gota take up both the mother's & the father's role leh, not easy.

he doesnt wana me to work p/t, i guessed it's because of the person who intro me the job. but too bad, no matter how i will go wrk de. unless he can wrk to support me & baobei. i just wana stable life, not everyday gota worry about money etc, am i wrong to hope for this? i really can no longer tolerate this, very stress liao...chances have been given, in the end, it lead to hopeless. i can no longer depend on this guy...anyone has a good lawyer to intro?

confused...

2010-04-10T10:53:00.000-07:00

it has been an extreme long time since i really enjoyed myself, seriously, i meant it. it seemed that marriage life doesnt suit me @ all, or is it coz i got a useless guy? useless, i never thought i would use this word on someone. after so much talking & nagging, it's useless. i guessed i shoud let it go, if not me & baobei will suffer here. but, 4 years (am i right it's 4 years) of relationship, it's hard to let go.
many people told me, unless a really good guy appeared right infront of me/ i really buay tahan, if not i will never leave this person. in my mind, that used-to-be special one was already gone; only memories are left.
infact, i used to have a really good guy by my side. but i took him for granted:(
conclusion: i am stupid; i made a very wrong step in choosing this path. but, i never regretted having baobei; she's all my motivation.
someone sms me, he hope to share this burden with me etc...to that someone: really thx for all these, be it you are joking/ serious, i appreciated that.

sick, magrain act up again. went to visit a doc today, told me i have fever:( haix need someone to take care of me, but i was alone again. nvm, since i already gotten used to this. not even half of the year, i have took many MCs due to magrain liao. haix, i hate this!

work is still the same; will i become a workacholic one day?
gota go d/l some songs, nitex nitex...

active in blogging again:)

2010-02-28T10:01:00.000-08:00

after MIAing for so long, i m finally back 2 blogging. decided 2 change a new skin, everything new this time...afterall, it's a new year, hopefully a new life 4 mi. time flies, CNY is over. nth much this yr CNY, almost everyday losing money in gamble:(

this week seemed rather emo 4 me:( haix it's meant 2 be a secret that i can't tell. but erm, can i write it down? i guessed better not, afterall it's a promise:)

a qns 2 a frenx: if a drunk man tell you something, example who he like etc, will you treat it as truth? she told me gota depends, so profound huh? anyway, true/false, only that guy knw...haha maybe next tym make him drunk again & record whatever he said...idea sia...

getting xtreme tired & stressed over wrk recently. my energy has been all used up by wrk. simply HATE going 2 wrk nowadays:(

knn, last last Fri got kana fucked by superior; honestly, i不服气!!! in 1 of our mtgs, it was mentioned tt superior will be keying PO since the colleague keying PO is extreme overloaded. tt day, when superior came back from CNY holidays, she saw the file filled with PO infront of her table. she scolded me immed, asking y i nv key. knn, back from CNY holidays, i myself have my wrk 2 do 1st, moreover, you shd be the 1 keying! i kept quiet, so she turned 2 my colleague, asking y we 2 nv communicate as 2 who key. fine, conclusion: gota OT on Mon 2 key 4 her! Fri kana fucked, Sun sms-ed 2 thx us 4 willingly 2 stay OT, what the fuck. perhaps in d past i would still be soft-hearted 2 help. it seemed she's taking things 4 granted.

Mon while staying, she asked the 2 of us 2 think of a solution so as not 2 stay 4 OT 2 clear PO, what the...solutions again. perhaps 2 her, she is trying 2 make me 2 say i key PO. but nah, i am willing 2 learn...but helping her, sry, i wun. solution is clearly stated: she will key the PO! but in the end, excuses like v busy 2 do reports etc, thus mi n colleague suffered.
within 2 yrs, 2 colleagues left coz of her; honestly, no1 can tahan her. i guessed there will be more to come. as a frenx, she's gd n fun. but as a superior, i xtreme不服气! everyone in the office knw of her pattern, standard de; pushing everything to the subordinates. arh enuf of wrk, there's still ways 2 go.

recently felt in lurve with these 2 songs: 对不起我爱你 & Nothing's gonna change my love for you. the 1st was recommended by a guy frenx; he liked this girl but...haix the lyrics already sang out what's on my heart. opps, did i leak out anything? the 2nd was an old song, suddenly found it v meaningful...

goodnitex everyone, sweet dreams:)

~my dear girl~

2009-11-10T09:16:00.000-08:00

guess what is inside this box?

encraved on box: 汪彤芯, that's Tong Tong's chi name...

taa daa, anyone guessed correctly?

it's hairbrush:) brought Tong Tong 4 her 1st haircut on the 40th day, used her hair to make into hair brush. craved on the brush: blessing/ greeting words for her, her name, chi dob & time, mummy & daddy's name.

total damage = near $300...tot of doing the umbilical cord, wait till i got enough. wad i saw displayed @ the shop costed $600 above!!!

Tong Tong sitting on my tummy, blur face coz jux woke up...
playing with herself. 1 queen size bed doesnt seem to be enough for her...

her playing time continues...

aiyo, suddenly changed to become so angry...mummy snatched Tong Tong's milk away...she's fierce, this is 100% true based on personal xperience:(

Gerilyn's photo

2009-06-30T11:08:00.000-07:00

finally have the tym 2 upload my dear gal's photo.

mood swing

2009-04-03T09:29:00.000-07:00

finally another wk passed, cant wait for my maternity leave:) yippee, 40+ days to go...did an appraisal and overall still happy with my wrk performance, esp when this is my 1st job. dint knw tat i gota submit a maternity declaration form b4 gg 4 leave, until HR told me. anyway, took 4 mth straight; wana spend more tym with her:)

was been asked 2 stay for OT on 1 of the days 2 clear backlog so tat the new colleague will only do the new stuff. kinda ridiculous: if i were 2 stay 4 OT 2 clear, wad's the use of getting a new colleague? must as well i stay once/ twice per wk 2 clear? the other colleague tried helping me during office hr after she cleared her stff, but was somehow being stopped by ''her''...well, ''she'' dint say but ''her'' actions were too obvious! when the helpful colleague came over 2 help me, ''she'' suddenly asked her 2 do other things. conclusion: die2 also wana us to stay OT. anyway dint stay & ''she'' was pissed off.
haix wrk so boring nowadays. has been eating in almost everyday, with the other 2 colleagues. somehow, ''she'' joined in. guessed ''she'' sensed something not right. anyway dun care dun bother. haix just wan some peace for my 1hr lunch, w/o ''her'' disturbane/ presence.

ltr going out with family 2 Sengkang 4 dinner, w/o dear coz Sat is his ''darlings'' day with frenx. will be staying over9 @ Yew Tee coz Mummy making tonic 4 me. haix finally realised how nice she is and i felt so helpless w/o her. i missed home, i missed alot of things in the past. honestly, i regretted walking this path. if i could turn back tym...haix...dint even dare 2 tink much, jux hope 2 get a better job with higher pay & give my daughter the best:)

2009-03-26T07:44:00.000-07:00

finally it's Friday:) on MC for 2 days this week due to backache, sob sob doc said it's common during the last trimster, walking v clumpsy & lyk penguin, kicking is getting more frequent & harder, making me quite painful 2 slp @ nite:( but i guessed in the end, it's worth it:) the nurse has helped & confirmed my booking in May @ Mt. A. sort of getting nervous, thinking what have i not bought etc & how 2 be a gd mummy etc...

back 2 wrk, nth but boring. haix average per day i can issue approx. 10 quotations; now i issue approx. 3 quotations, last than 1/2 of what i was doing! just because of that stupid freight, taking up so much of my tym & everything jammed. in the end cannot finish, ask 2 OT again. nah, wont be stayin 4 OT coz now getting v. tired liao, everyday seem 2 be so restless & dragging myself 2 wrk, sianz...

home also not much diff. finally i knew y pple keep telling me that single life is better. but looking from another angle, married life can also be gd:) anyway, gd/ bad, i chose this path, grumble also no use.
now i jux hope that dear will be stable in his job, then we can get a 3-room flat ASAP. talking bout housing, i m damn pissed off!!! arh 4get it lah since everyone kept quiet.

MC...

2009-03-04T02:35:00.000-08:00

been taking MC/ leave for the last few wks, my right rib cage pain lyk hell, doc said the pain will last till ard i ready to give birth:( bb is growing inside & pressing herself, that's y will pain pain:( went for gynae checkup, bb now 1.5kg, healthy gal:) haix now my motivation is only her, cant wait for the day. haix sad, if i knw things would turn out this way, i wont be so harsh to make this decision, honestly. i regretted; there's no1 i can blame xcept myself. it's me who insisted on walking this path, even thought mum objected. i wanted to say 'sorry' to her, but haix, it seemed that this is the most difficult word 2 say:(

family going NZL early May, without me coz i'm due that mth. haix if i was single, i would be able to join them. no money etc, stay in SG the best. life has changed alot these mths & i really hate this present arrangement:(
wrk, getting frm bad to worst: no1 i can confide in, not even him. everything being thrown 2 me. if wasnt coz of this home, i would quit this job. or perhaps, if he is useful enuf, this job meant nth. sometyms, it's not the wrkload problem; it's who u wrk with/ rather, who u r reporting to...

tired tired tired...

xtreme stress:(:(:(

2009-02-23T09:47:00.000-08:00

haix extreme stress since Mandy resigned; company is enforcing cost-cutting, meaning that there will be no one replacing her position. handling enquiries and using SAP is easy, but...when 2 person are doing enquiries, the tender cycle time is 3 days, meaning within 3 days quotations have to be sent out (no problem @ all). when 1 person is doing ALL the enquiries, it is still 3 days! fu*k, going by normal calculations, a primary 6 kid will know the time will increase for 1 person, to approx. 6 days, am i right? well, i was just thinking...arh, dun even know what the fu*k i talking, only know enquiries r not the main issue!

things were getting ridiculars @ work; able to voice out opinion but you will never know wht might happen the next moment. haix why make workplace become such a stressful place? when Mandy resigned, i was given the OPTIONS 2 choose what i want to handle. somehow in the end, everything threw 2 me. my view: enquiries r daily basis; orders r occassional. 'smart' people will choose orders over enquiries. i simply hate it when people make empty promise, can i say it's an empty promise? promise to help out but in the end, asking people to help. 'someone' trying to be nice & said if i am stressed, she will sort out a solution. actually, i don't mind doing the enquiries, just that is it really worth stressing myself to do?

in work life, it is never fair! high rank personal can surf net & chat on phone etc while we, low rank, gotten work our life out. yesterday was funny, 'someone' asked if i could still handle those enquiries. of course i have to give my views etc, i can't simply say i can handle, if not more things will be thrown to me. when asked about my outstanding, well, i honestly replied i was only partially on last Tues. suddenly, voice was raised to ask how come i became so slow? hello, you think it's easy? if everything is just issuing quotations, i am fine. but customer kept demanding, what can i do? now i finally knew, if i am too easy-going in work, i will be the one who suffer, @ least for now.

sob sob, i swear this is the 1st time i cried in workplace. everyone should share the burden in the team, but it seemed that i am the only person bearing everything:( later will not be going to work, didn't have enough rest these days, evening dreaming also about work, having nightmares:(

CNY coming

2009-01-24T19:17:00.000-08:00

last Fri on leave, actually i dint quite knw y i wana on leave;) bro will only reach home ard 11pm...anw Thurs OT 2 finish all the wrk, rather busy. San San on 4 days MC: she sprained her ankle, get well soon:)

Fri--> Mum called ard 11am to ask me get rdy. yawn, i m still very slpy:( met Mum @ JE MRT, proceed 2 Tamp 2 pass CNY deco 2 aunty. shopped ard @ Tamp before heading 2 Chinatown 2 mit bro. managed 2 buy last min 3 dresses for myself:) met up with bro 2 pass me the changed notes, this yr i gota give angbao liao. Mum & I continued 2 shop @ Chinatown while bro went 2 get his MJ set.
took 190 home, coz MRT confirmed no seat. by the tym i reached hm, saw bro aka pig. yippee he's finally hm, after 2 mths in Finland. he bought volka choco for me, yummy nice:)

Sat--> 9am+ reached Yan Yan's hse for manicure + pedicure. did acrylic nail art & total cost for all + OPI lotion = $83, consider cheap:) anw, her skills quite gd, comparable 2 those salon. went 2 Charles & Keith 2 look 4 shoes, saw 1 i quite lyk but dun have my size:( so tired, went hm 2 slp...finally pig bought XBox 360. wa my hse got Xbox, Xbox 360, PS3 & Wii, but we dun have so many sets of TV;)

Sun, which is today--> went back Jurong hm @ 8am+. haix the floor is damn oily, dear's uncle cooked & mopped the floor using PLAIN WATER! common sense gota add floor detergent. luckily me wear hm slippers in the hse, if not every min i can go wash my legs! haix recently pissed off with many things. now besides tolerating, i duno wad can i do:( felt so sian le with all those nonsense...

~i missed the past~

2009-01-12T07:44:00.000-08:00

everyone @ wrk is so looking forward 2 Fri, last wrking day of the week. USUALLY, Fri's tym will pass faster:) an update over the wkends:-

Sat- woke dear up @ 4am+ for Mcdonald breakfast, poor dear gota cycle me, just 2 satisfy my stomach. slept a few hrs nia b4 heading 2 NUH 2 visit grandma; down with fever & sent 2 hospt. stayed @ NUH 4 nearly 4 hrs b4 heading back home, tired tired liao:( reached CCK ard 10pm+. yippee, my dear mama made desert 4 me, so happy & sweet:) went 2 bed ard 5am...
Sun- mama woke me up @ 3pm, nearly 12 hrs of beauty slp, enough le but i want more:) slack & chat till 7pm+ went hm. 2day 4D almost strike 1st, no luck:( dint have a gd9 slp...

Mon 1st day of wrk, so boring:( thought it will be a peaceful day, but...haix sort of overloaded @ wrk:( was really pissed off with someone, angry liao...orders ^ enquiries, of cause orders will come 1st. how m i supposed 2 finish w/o ot? i mean, since some1, who only handle enquiries, can hack care her outstanding, & doesnt wana stay 4 ot, y shd we care? bonus depends on orders, but i really i just get my basic if it's so stressful. afterall, bonus benefits others more...dun wana tok more bout wrk, 'pollute' my blog for the day.

been discussing topic on 'pregnancy' recently with some girls. is it true 4 older pregnant women, they tend 2 fall sick easiler? on my point of view, partly. some r due 2 body hormones changes, needing tym 2 adapt etc. while others, i would say it's psychological. cool man, if pregnant meant i could finish my wrk @ a later tym, coz cant handle too much stress:) & that people ard you gota treat you lyk princess..but, @ least i knew responsibility comes 1st in wrking life.

slping tym is reaching^.^

stomach pain pain:(

2009-01-08T08:08:00.000-08:00

these 2 days nv went 2 wrk, sob sob stomach in pain:( woke up on Wed realisd stomach in pain, tot it's common, nv go c doc, jux applied leave. haix totally dun have the mood 2 do anything:( dint have a good nite sleep; bad dreams & almost cried, dear gota wake up pacified mi 2 sleep, thanks dear, muacks:) Thurs woke up feeling more refreshed, but...stomach still in great pain:( in the end no choice but 2 c doc & take MC. doc realised the pain coming frm large intestine, did a urine test 4 mi. no dibetic etc, BUT my bladder got too much WBCs, this is due 2 constipation. and, this is a minor cause of UTI:( gota visit the toilet everyday 2 force out the waste, haix sad sad sad:(

may 20, looking forward:) haix but i duno what 2 get now, everything seems so chio & so princess...yippee Sat going back CCK, can eat homecook food, & my pig coming back frm Finland soon, really looking forward:) 2 mths never c him, miss him liao...

~wedding day~

2009-01-08T08:07:00.000-08:00

not looking 4ward to wrk:(

2008-09-07T08:35:00.001-07:00

haix tml gota wrk again, totally not looking 4ward 2 it. somemore gota OT:( i left with a wk's mail unclear, which was lyk ard 70-100 i guessed?!? arh not really my fault for not clearing; everything said urgent, so which 1 shd i do? haix sian dun bother...i jux did my part & tat's it...counting down 2 company's trip: 2 mths 1 wk!!!

dear starting wrk too, hope everything goes well 4 him etc. @ least he gota save frm now till our big day 09.09.09:) as 4 mi, i will be in charge of e-filing i guessed? he even told me if cant book 09.09.09, then he dun wan le, stay tgt ok liao:( i knew he's joking de, coz i m a gd wife leh!!! haha hopefully can book at 9am too!!! eh planning 4 outdoor de, but venue still have not decide, tot of chalet coz can cater alot more pple, & cost wise...hahaha so funny when he said, 'let's get married on 09.09.09', & i replied, 'orh'...totally lyk lack of sincere sia:(

had plans of buying 3 rm flat etc, dint wan a big hse (if not i gota clean lyk hell). but b4 we can even do all these, let's hope we passed the family stage...

stress stress stress

2008-09-01T08:57:00.000-07:00

haix i am stress in wrk...i bet this gota be e 1st tym in my life i use e word 'stress'!!! 1 person doing everything & pples kept rushing mi 4 stuff. cant they understd i m not a superwoman? everytym she came out from boss's office, sure nth gd 4 us de:( past few days dint have e mood 2 go out 4 lunch:( came out frm e office & told me 2 do few stuffs b4 end wrk, sort of simple so i tot, ok bah...arh 1 min ltr asked mi do e urgent quotations, ok fine...suddenly dint know what goes wrong, kept scolding...as a frenx, she's great. but in wrk...in this society, 1 has to be independent, i STRONGY agreed 2 this! i also want 2 b that kinda superior: email sent 2 mi, i 4ward 2 e respective IC & get em 2 summarize 2 mi...arh anyway, bad day!!!
Wesley came 2 office 2 clear his stuff i believe. dint even have e tym 2 chat with him @ e pantry, simply too busy, stress & tired 2 do so...somewhat, his words motivated me 4 e past few mths...wish him all e best:)

suddenly has craving 4 nasi lemak:( honestly, i missed sch's life!!! esp in pri & poly...bro going jp soon, arh i wan that burberry's bag!!!

finally finshed drama

2008-08-26T08:34:00.000-07:00

finally finshed 命中注定我爱你:) dint quite lyk e ending, sort of drama. eh overall it's gd though. nx upcoming drama will be 篮球火!!! total of 13 ep, online 5 ep nia, so gota wait 4 everything done then can watch...if not diao 1/2 way damn xinku:( read today's Wanbao on 命中's ending, sort of ridiculous but still maintained as top...i fell in lurve with 小天! touching lurve story, which might not happen in reality...

5 words 2 describe me '我真的累了'. kaiwen jio mi drink, but haix, i told him i m too tired 2 drink le...wrote *him a letter via email. haix many things changed...i realised i m jux being naive, thinking tat we will last long etc. uncle told *him i'm a nice gal, @ least i waited 4 *him faithfully etc. on e surface, both of us seemed 2 b xinfu, but deep in my heart, i felt lyk crying out loud...i wanted so much badly 2 hug *him etc, but *his attitude 2wards me made me changed the decision. in e past, i simply jux cant live w/o *him. in short, *he's r my everything. but now, i m adapting 2 being single. lurving sm1 wholeheartedly is damn hard, esp e other party couldnt even bother @ all!

today got interview. the gal 3oyrs but she looked xtreme matured. moreover, from far, i could clearly c that her neck & face tone totally dun match! haix y pple lyk thick makeup? it looked so fake...dint went out lunch as i m on diet, grew fatter nowadays:( sob sob, i am busy @ wrk...majority is arch files enquiries, scary:( hope new gal coming ASAP & pick up fast, if not i gg faint:( my laptop stickers arrived!!! gota bring 2 office stick, machiam personalized the comp...looking 4ward 2 the yr end trip of drinking with my kakis...

suddenly thinking of y guys' eyes all on beautiful gals? beautiful as in big breast, slim figure. haix i also wan this kinda figure...
oh nx, i simply hate pple who lied, esp about money & friendship. this fellow, HT, kept giving stories when date due. 1st is always hp lost. whr on Earth so coincedence? 2nd, off phone. 3rd, simply let the phone rang till no forever. 4th which i duno how true, grandfather passed away! somemore saying @ funeral cant pick up call, huh got such thing meh? i wun hate him @ all. becoz a guy make sure he kept his words. but this fellow didnt, meaning he's worst than a guy! haix so sad that such hum-ji pple do exist, esp in my circle of frenx...using Xiang's & his friendship 2 lie about money. wad a ba*ta*d:(

fun fun fun

2008-08-22T10:24:00.000-07:00

ep 23 marriage vow: 我...选择你...做我的丈夫. 从今天开始, 不论是好是坏, 是贫是富, 生病中或健康时都相爱相依, 直到死亡将我们分开为止. really v touching rite? haix suddenly felt lyk getting married, frenx ard mi all getting married soon...i told dear, i dun wan customary wedding. jux ROM then we go Hokkaido 4 honeymoon:) i guessed he shd b quite happy...customary = troublesome + waste money!

last wk's tym passed pretty fast! Jeslin kept asking me not 2 overstress. fangxin girl, i wun stress myself de:) eh somehow, i did xpect her 2 tender early. coz the wk b4, she asked if she could go immed. haix i m not e HR etc, how m i 2 noe? she's a nice girl, but in terms of wrk, she cant really make it. e most impt factor, TEAM work, she lacking in tat:( although now my wrkload is much more than wad i used 2 haf, @ least i understood wad's gg on etc...anyway, she's looking 4 new job, gd luck ya? eh let's hope u wun quit after getting scolded by yr superior in yr new job. making repeated mistakes, of coz tio scolding de lah. if me i also will dulan. teach le still duno, duno nvm, dun willing 2 ask somemore...

Turs dinner @ The Line Shangri-La: Wesley's farewell dinner:( thx Kang Wei, waiting 4 us 2 off wrk 2 go tgt, sending me & Adeline back 2 BPP 2 take cab...the food was alrite, but i LURVE e oyster & sashimi, yummy (fresh)...had white wine 2 match with seafood. @ 1st tot of taking George's car back 2 CCK, but he not driving due 2 drinking...pple in my company = good drinkers!!! events coming out: bowling in Sept, company trip 2 Phuket in Nov, D&D in Dec & that mark e end of e yr:)

Fri sent my W580 for service. e customer service abit sux:( anyway, ltr gota go collect, jux change e keypad...tot of trading in my phone 4 another. but W580 dear bought 4 mi de...alamak, maybe trading K800i bah, let's c...

OT...

2008-08-19T09:43:00.000-07:00

haix i failed my BTT, sort of xpected coz i dint really study:( instead of chiong book, i chiong show...hehe too addicted to 命中注定我爱你! tot 23 is the last episode, rushing 2 finish. but...still got some more!!! went 2 look @e SCV guide, total 35 episode!!! huh they 2 finally married liao, still got more stories? erm...looking 4ward...ep 23 i cried, it's so touching etc, esp when they made the vow in the church:) i simply lurve 阮經天 & 陳喬恩 is really lucky to be the female lead...i admire 陳楚河 aka Dylan, becoz he nv ask anything return frm 陳喬恩. really worth watching this show:) haix how great would it be if my lurve story also similar 2 tat of TW drama, with happy ending...it's true when pple said 'memories r beautiful'.

yippee, tml mcdonald treat 4 breakfast:) it has been a long long tym since i last had mcdonald breakfast! by the tym i woke up it's lyk 4-5pm, how 2 eat? wrk busy busy n busy, but i trying 2 kip cool, not stressing mysf; thats GIREEN:) ok deal, enquiries will be me while colleague will help on quotations. let's pray hard she can finish b4 leaving...wa OT till 10pm+, tired but it's worth it when there's order coming in & customers r happy with my prompt reply:) finally adapted 2 e wrking life of 8.30am - 5.30pm...

i tot i am childish, but sm1, who is older then me & has a family, is much more childish than me, wahaha i shd b happy:) unrelated people, why shd 1 change 2 suit the other? now i realised, i am a xtreme straight 4ward person, i can b frenx with those who r sensitive, but not close 2 em. becoz when i hurt them, i dun even noe!!! luckily my circle of frenx all v frank:)

shd end my post early, since i felt lyk slping but i need 2 do bird nest mask. i promised dear i will slp early, yep i did slp 'early'...opps sry wor dear, i m too used 2 slping @this timing...

getting nearer

2008-08-11T09:52:00.000-07:00

changed of blog song again...
e lyrics is v nice & sort of suits mii...
no1 understd my feelings now...
i jux wana proved our lurve...
but, haix...euu think i was jux playing & lying that i will be with euu till the end...:(

走在人挤人的走道我问了自已
没有爱情的人是否会长命
那些电影常常让人感觉甜蜜
但是我不相信
坐在没有人的角落我又问自已
究竟应该继续还是该放弃
没有人能了解我现在的心情
想看你想躲你难以决定
每当我想靠近你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里它只是个游戏
我只想要靠近也很想要抱紧
回想到那过去和现在新的你
我还想要参与你的生活点滴
只要你肯相信
我一定会陪你走下去
坐在没有人的角落我又问自已
究竟应该继续还是该放弃
没有人能了解我现在的心情
想看你想躲你难以决定
每当我想靠近你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里它只是个游戏
我只想要靠近也很想要抱紧
回想到那过去和现在新的你
我还想要参与你的生活点滴
只要你肯相信我一定会陪你走下去
能不能够让我再说我爱你
还是你已不想听
能不能够把你彻底的忘记
我是真的搞不清
每当我想靠近你总会装冷静眼
看你的表情仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里它只是个游戏
我只想要靠近也很想要抱紧
回想到那过去和现在新的你
我还想要参与你的生活点滴
只要你肯相信
我一定会陪你走下去
只要你再相信
我们会轻轻地靠在一起

fated to luv euu

2008-08-11T01:00:00.000-07:00

finished watching 命中注定我爱你 within 2 wkends!!! still got 2 more episode 2 go...i simply fell in lurve with Ethan 阮經天. anyway, the story is sooooo touching & nice, really worth watching:)
女人被骗第一次是纯真, 第二次是无知, 第三次是愚蠢.
我只知道第一次是偶然, 第二次是必然, 第三次是命中注定!

last Sun went 2 GV Marina watch 'Art of the Devil 3' with Melvin. hey man, thx for accompanied mii & sending mii home:) all 'thx' 2 someone, who promised 2 go shopping tgt but last min backed off. back 2 the show, it's pretty nice. for those who dun really know, it's a Thai movie, about black magic, quite worth watching i would say...

PH on Fri, yippee:) thurs movie tym with the company staff & family members, brought dear along...watched Mummy 3 @ GV Vivo Gold Class, the seats r super comforty:) saw George's son, the 1 whr quite a few of them said he's pretty handsome...well, he is pretty shy...had KFC with dear after that & 1 of the indian staff was rather rude 2 us!!! Sat, chalet tym with the company again @ Costa Sand. David, our big boss, brought his family along. it was fun, although i was late...thx Jason, Henry & Ivan 4 bbq-ing the food, if not i got nth 2 eat. & thx Raphael 4 bringing e food over 2 mii, thx Wesley 4 e beer etc:)
after chalet, we are having bowling compeition in Sept, Sentosa outing in Oct, overseas trip (mostly Phuket) in Nov & ending this yr will be our yr end dinner in Dec:) wa many activities in this company, so big family...

i lurve staying with dear; that's when he will tell mii his probs etc...we chit chat alot, till mrn then slp...haix ToTo 8million gone liao:(

hurt so bad

2008-08-01T11:02:00.000-07:00

haix realised my blog song described my tots & feelings...
you promised to be mine forever...
but now, as long as euu r happy, i am willing 2 do anything...
jux becoz i truly luv euu...

哭了才发现自己真的受伤了
你曾对我说你永远是我的
为了爱情我把自己的幸福都忘了
你快乐我就快乐
也许是我们彼此都太年轻了
就是特别容易沉溺在爱情里
每当我再次看到身边美丽的花火
你也离开我我还是想对你说
Bady I Love You So Much
你走了我的心在淌血
Bady You Hurt Me So Bad
想要你回到我的世界
Bady I Love You So Much
你给我的诺言已经瓦解
Bady You Hurt Me So Bad
只要我们都爱着无论多苦都值得
说好的你怎么麽忘记了
也许是我们彼此都太年轻了
就是特别容易沉溺在爱情里
每当我再次看到身边美丽的花火
你也离开我我还是想对你说
Bady I Love You So Much
你走了我的心在淌血
Bady You Hurt Me So Bad
想要你回到我的世界
Bady I Love You So Much
你给我的诺言已经瓦解
Bady You Hurt Me So Bad
只要我们都爱着无论多苦都值得
说好的你怎么麽忘记了

haix no mood:(

2008-07-27T11:20:00.000-07:00

Day 1 without Xiang:(

after 1yr 4mths & 3 wks tgt, we r over:( i tried my very best 2 save this r/s, but i failed:( i cried, 1st tym i cried till so jialat. thinking back, our r/s is not an easy 1: parents disapprove etc. but we managed 2 overcome them. we even planned 2 get married, got the engagement & wedding rings etc, yet this thing happened so sudden!

y mux such things happened? he's the 1st guy i truly luv & wana be with till eternity. promises, all r broken:( y couplings mux break up, y isnt there eternity? wrking so hard 2 reach our goal of being tgt etc...everything seemed to have disappeared within that split seconds!

Xiang, i miss you alot, do you know that?

touching

2008-07-25T23:30:00.000-07:00

finished watching 'tang xin feng bao'; damn nice show, nv regret chasing! Chang Zai Xin & Alfred's luv story was so touching, i guessed real life wun happen @ all...frm the day they broke off, Alfred wrote journal daily & bind into a book. jux when CZX wana forgave him, he died in a accident:( i cried lyk hell during that part, it's really sad. haix really gota treasure our luv ones, tell em u treasure & luv em b4 it's too late...4 me, i missed a chance 2 say so 2 Dad:( xiang, do you really treasure me? sometyms i hoped i was Alfred, but isit worth it? @ least last moment i knew u care, u luv me...but so wad? our luv seemed 2 b fading slowly...

haix suddenly haf the tots of breaking up, but dint quite bear 2 do so:( wad shd i do, i felt so lost & confused!!! afterall, we been thru alot...will history repeat? another guy appear & i simply jux say bye 2 this?!? i dint even have e faith that we can b tgt always le. haix...nw we seemed lyk dragging tym...i've really done wad i could le, even if our r/s meant gdbye, i tried my best:) waiting 4 him patiently during e 5mths he in Changi with daily letters, trying 2 b a gd gf & do my part as wad a gf shd do. but all these in his eyes, r nth compared 2 his frenx. luckily we arent marry, if nt haix i really duno how.

Monday went 2 Carousel 4 buffet dinner; the oyster BEST! overall the food so-so nia. saw 1 of the waiter pretty cute, but dint care much. Serence owned me a shopping trip!!! it's wkends again; it used 2 b so fun but now, so dead...

tired out!!!

2008-07-03T01:15:00.000-07:00

i realised a sudden change in me: getting wasily depressed nowadays:( firstly, thx Serene & Yun for concern, as well as those who sms me:)

i spent my last wkends being locked up:( Sat nite i quarrelled with dear, haix over some small matters of frenx. it's e 1st tym i ever seen him so angry, i cried...i tried giving him tym 2 cool down, but things seemed 2 get worse! in the end, i did the silliest thing i ever do: i cut my wrist. @ that tym it wasnt hurt although it kip bleeding; my heart hurt more than anything. my force was so great & i wun even wana calm down, dear got no choice but 2 call 4 police. they came & sent me back to Jurong HQ, whr i was locked up, waiting 4 IO 2 take my statment etc...

Sun--> i was really scared, wondering wad actually happened. i couldnt slp @ all, whole nite waiting 4 IO:( 11am i was brought 2 the interview room, IO questioned me. all i rmb saying was i wana get out of there 2 c dear etc...locked up after the interview till 3.30pm, whr i was being brought 2 hospitals 4 checkups...haix i missed the 5.25pm movie 'Wanted' with dear. i wana go hm slp, i was very tired!
doc told me i nid 2 stay in the hospital 4 a day's observation b4 discharging me, which meant i would miss e EURO Cup:( finally able 2 take my phone back & called bro 2 'update' him my condition. everyone was worried, i dint know wad 2 say besides 'sorry'. called dear ard 7.30pm & upon hearing he could come 2 visit, he rushed over & tabao 4 me eat...haix we talked bout the problems in the hospital. things getting better:) @ nite called Mum & we talked 4 an hr, 1st tym i ever talked 2 her 4 so long, shd i be happy? we talked only when things happened...after which e nurse gave me slping pill so i can rest early & better...

Mon--> Fannries came over 2 fetch me hm, thx:) the drug doesnt seem 2 go off, i was damn slpy! we had lunch @ CWP MOS Burger b4 heading him. gotten 2 days MC, 2 rest well...we talked non-stop...haix thinking back, wad's there that cant be resolved? dear apologised & told me he got no choice. ya, if he nv called the police, i guessed i wun be able to sit here & blog!

PMS

2008-06-29T21:00:00.000-07:00

suddenly i felt we drifted apart, what had happened? i trusted u in the past, yet u betrayed. i forgave u, but u seemed 2 be taking advantage of it:(

last yr Mar, i knew u when i was wrking p/t @ IMM. honestly, i dint have e intension of wanting 2 know u, but u kip disturbing me etc. in the end, i lost 2 the humorous you. frm there, we became boy gal frenx...everything seemed perfect, we were jux normal boy-gal frenx who dint bother or wan 'eternity', until he came...frm meeting everyday 2 becoming meeting only in the mid9, for fear he mite find out! rmb when u cried while fishing, i made a promise nv 2 hurt u again, n till now, i honored the promise. finally, we managed 2 'survive' that period, shaking him off:) our stories were lyk those fairytale to me...i started calling u Glan --> Xiang --> dear --> laogong. my mind was indeed full of you. so far, i have @ least wrote 150 letters 2 u. every letter u replied, u signed off as 'eternity luv', do u know the meaning of tat? i made my promise 2 take care of mysf nv 2 change heart etc when u couldnt be with me. when u got enuf cash, e 1st thing u did was 2 get a WB 4 me. i even told u no matter how tough in future, i will always be there with u, till eternity.

i dint know y, suddenly from laogong, i dint know shd i address u that way or?!? haix it seemed tat my heart has been stabbed by not 1, but many knifes...my wrist dint hurt; it's my heart that's hurt! last wkends i have been crying, thinking wad went wrong. i tried my best 2 be a gd gf, gd wife etc, yet u dint seem 2 be satisfied @ all. i was elated 2 meet u etc, but i guessed it was yr temper & the way u treated yr frenx, making me think i m still 2nd in place. i nid yr attention, i nid yr luv, i nid u 2 prove how much u luv me, i nid...nid so many things frm u! y cant u simply do the simpliest?

i'm tired, really v tired...sometyms i wonder, have u truly luv me? it takes 2 hands 2 clap, but it seemed i m the only 1 who is holding on 2 this r/s. frenx envied me that i found a gd bf a gd future husband, @ 1st i really tot i m the luckilest person on Earth. now towards u, i mite have 2 hide my true feelings. i really dint know what i shd do, i tried my best. can u pls tell me? sometyms i really thinking, y m i still ard in this Earth? haix...

MIA

2008-06-27T22:00:00.000-07:00

shit, my msn contacts suddenly 'disappeared'! peeps kindly add me back ya? realised i haven been blogging 4 a mth, too tired:(

thanks dear

2008-05-26T01:30:00.000-07:00

after bathing & makan @ Coco's hse, me & dear proceeded 2 Vivocity for Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of Crystal Skull:) my butt got numb frm sitting too long, ard 2hrs+! the movie, overall was nice. we reached Vivo ard 10pm, but the movie starts @ 12.35am! so, we went 2 slack & star glazing @ the seaside, accompanied by those songs:) here's some pics taken, noticed the guy behind?!? i thought of zilian-ing while he smoking, but realised the photo outcome was...

i simply liked this!!! he looked so goong & innocent:) nv realised he was behind making the funny faces until i finished my zilian-ing photo! now then i knew how blur i was...

last photo be4 heading for movie! he looked more cool & natural w/o focusing. from the moment he knew me, all his focus was on me:) that's wad he always said...

was abit angry when he dint bother 2 wish me happy birthday when the clock strike 12am! i even force him 2 say but, i lost:( after movie & makan etc, we went hm & while i was bathing, he prepared this! with 'i lurve u' on 2 pieces of paper. but...i took too long 2 bath, thus the candles melt liao:( anyway, i cried, coz he wasnt a romantic guy, but he did so much surprises 4 me. dear laogong, thx alot, i really appreciate yr hardwrk & effort. muacks lurve ya 4ever:)

Sat: went 2 dear's cousin hsewarming party & we gambled. i dint wad's that game we played, it looked too confusing. in e end, dear forked out money while i played, of coz with his guidance. we won quite alot, most of the tym i m lucky in poker, unless i dint have the mood 2 play:) 1/2 way thru the game, dear told me i strike 4D, consolidation price & i only bought $1!!!!!

Sun: woke up @ 5pm & postponed my mani + pedi becoz my appt was supposed 2 be @ 5.30pm! went for breakfast + lunch with dear before going Coco's hse for cake:) yummy the panda cake nice! haix on the way 2 Coco's hse, i was hit by a thick tree branch. it's damn pain & i cried on the road, dear's heart damn pain upon seeing i cried:( sorry dear, but it's really very painful! thanks for protecting me by blocking the branches with yr hands, if not my head sure gone:( Steven came 2 fetch us ard 8.30pm, proceeded 2 Farm-Mart dinner. thanks Steven for the belated birthday dinner:)

thx everyone 4 the birthday present

2008-05-26T01:10:00.000-07:00

my 21st birthday passed, it seemed so fast! overall i enjoyed myself, although i had a bad cough & toothach:( tym passed pretty fast on Fri. took a cab 2 wrk as i was late, supposed 2 leave hm 7.50am but i dragged till 8.15am! i seemed so tired @ wrk that i dozzed off 1/2 way, opps...looking 4ward 2 off wrk 2 meet my dear:) anyway present frm my dear colleagues...

thanks Jeslin, Sandra, Christine, Crystal, Jason, Yaya & George for this Aldo watch. although i am not a watch lover, but this watch is really pretty & in white. muacks 2 you pple:)

Agnes bought this Mickey pen for me @ HK Disneyland. arh Mickey Mouse so cutte:)biscuit in the shape of panda, i ate 2! the biscuit is simply too cute 2 eat!

1 month+ of wrk

2008-05-14T01:20:00.000-07:00

NOW I AM IN XTREME FARKING MOOD. I DUN EVEN GIVE A DAMN AS 2 WHO EVER WANA TELL HER BOUT THIS, COZ DEEP IN MY HEART, I M DEAD 2WADS HER. I SHD PAY HER BACK WAD I HAVE TAKEN RECENTLY, YEP IT'S MY DUTY & A MUST 2 DO TAT. BUT I ALSO HAF A LIMIT AS 2 HOW MUCH I CAN PAY, NVM 4GET BOUT THIS, MY FAULT. NEXT, I SHD GIVE HER MTHLY ALLOWANCE SINCE NOW I AM WRKING. THIS ALLOWANCE IS BASED ON HER MUCH I EARNED & HOW MUCH I CAN GIVE. I QUOTED HER $200 AS I JUST STARTED WRKING & STILL NOT V STABLE. I NV TOLD HER THAT I WILL INCREASE ONCE I STABILISED. SHE ARGUED BACK, SAYING ITS TOO LITTLE! FARK, ALL SHE IN MIND IS MONEY MONEY & MONEY. I M TURNING 21, N OF COZ I XPECT MY PASSPORT BACK (she confiscated due 2 Jeff's incident,that damn ass). TALK CONDITION 2 ME ON $, I TRIED MY BEST 2 GIVE SINCE I REQUESTED 4 PASSPORT BACK. SUCH A SIMPLE REQUEST KANA FARK BY HER LYK HELL. BOTH SIS R THE SAME KIND, STILL DENY THAT.

on Thurs i already started planning wad 2 get 4 her besides Hilton chessecakes. i cancelled my plans on Fri, when she kip pestering as 2 when will i b getting my pay etc. & 1 thing, whenever she tok 2 me bout $, bro is always not @ hm! reason is so simple, even a dumb fellow also knew y! Justin, now u understd y i dint wana get anything 4 her on Mother's Dat? it's not i wana b so bad/heartless, she's the 1 who forced me 2 become lyk tat. has yr mum ever treated u this way? now i finally understood: $ is much more impt than kinship & y family bond will break due 2 $. i always tot that kinship is above any other thing. A BIG MISTAKE I MADE, 2wards her. between us, there's only $$$!

dinner yummy

2008-05-04T23:00:00.000-07:00

my own creation of udon, sort of tired of eating outside food. the udon was bought @ NTUC. as 4 the fishball, doesn't look like fishball @ all. it's handmade by me, that's y. went 2 buy Saito fish paste 2 make fishball, Saito got e q-q feeling, arh felt lyk eating again now!!!

wkends, yippee:)

2008-04-25T03:50:00.000-07:00

finally its wkend:) tym seemed 2 pass v fast once i started wrking dere, much faster than in clinic. guessed tat's cox everyday dere's quotation & stuffs tat cant finish. finally cleared those quotation emails, total 30+ now left 2 nia:) everyday lunch out with my colleagues, tinking whr 2 eat etc. they're pretty friendly & nice too. this wk OT till ard 10pm as we gota rush report, kelian:( but thx every1 got e team spirit, if not jialat!

Monday family dinner @ Oriental Hotel (trying out bro's wedding dishes). upon reaching, arh...i saw Audi R8 & lamborghini gallardo (my dream car)! oh my god, it's so damn chio...& xpensive! back 2 makan, e food was pretty nice, frm taste 2 decoration. but kelian dear cant pei me & moreover, most of it prawns. guess after e AD dinner gota pei him go supper! Tues mit desmond @ Wisma 2 c e clutch, then Sun gota pei Mama go buy. ytd dear's so sweet: off wrk early 2 pei me makan, muacks 2 dear:) haha so lucky 2 have him sia.

2nd bro kelian, having rashes & no1 taking care of him:( pig, u gota take care of urself wor, xiaopig miz u sia! eh i nv @ dental wrk liao, really v tired everyday wrk wrk & wrk. wondering will they convert me 2 perm staff? cox i lurve e job, it's fun. left 3 more days & i will noe e result. May i gota take some leaves: bro's wedding, my 21st bd etc!!!

decision made

2008-04-15T23:55:00.000-07:00

this wk OT will be 2day & thurs, which means i cant go clinic wrk. haix now clinic every1 gota rotate assist, i hate assisting! it made me more tired & nw wif e current job, i m damn tired! thinking shd i quite/ tahan till end of e mth then decide?!? sat & sun r lyk my resting day but i gota go clinic wrk, haix wad shd i do? every wkday gota wake up @ 6.30am & get out of e hse @ 7.45am & e train is cramped lyk hell! sm pple r so inconsiderate, fancy 'occupying' e pole all by themsf, those sitting 1 saw pregnant ladies will act aslp (minority will give up their sit 4 em). i noe every1 tired, but they nid e sit more mah. last wkend on e way back frm Vivo, a China guy simply 'occupied' e pole by himsf. i hold on 2 e pole as i omost fell 1/2 way. noe wad? he stared @ me, as if it's my fault! wtf, he's in e wrong & still darre stared @ me! i simply told him tat e pole is meant 4 pple 2 hold on & pls xcuse himsf! he was stunned & back off. haha i guessed he tot gals r easily bullied?!?

2day OT till 10.30pm!!! every1 was lyk chionging 4 quotation & order, scary sia. dinner was pizza & every1 was lyk scared of eating fast food! i finally haf a decision:) i most prob not going NUH 4 rd 2 interview. this current job offers me gd benefits & most importantly, gd colleagues. Serene: you promised me a shoopping trip tgt, in e end u so busy till 4got me!

2nd wk of wrk

2008-04-15T00:40:00.000-07:00

yippee, my braces took out & replaced wif retainers. grace did e soft 1 but i nid e hard 1 so my teeth will stay in place! no choice, dr liew taught me how 2 do 1 & left, leaving me wif e other 1. thx huiling 4 waiting. of coz, e 2nd 1 wasnt v pretty:(

update on bro's wedding. last Thurs met mama & desmond 2 look @ LV bags, haix it's either too small/too big 4 e event:( desmond left 4 gym while Mama & I continued shopping. in e end, she bought mi a pair of silver heels @ daniel yam. i've also found dress, @ daniel yam too! mama & I left clutch while 2nd pig haven even gotten anything. makeup + hairstyle 4 mama will b @ le salon, by desmond. while mine will be done @ maison by jeremy. manicure etc will be @ Hollabd V wif Fannries, my future da sao.

sat: went over 2 dear's hse stay as i gota pei him go birdpark e nx day. supper was yong tao fu for me &...i found a WORM inside! consequence: vomitting after every meal the nx 2 days! sun woke up early @ ard 7am to get ready for birdpark:) saw Nan Jie & one of his clicks (e F4 in USS, i 4got his name), they were wrking dere. anyway back 2 birdpark. so paiseh as i vomit there again:( aniwae e trip was not bad, since i've long nv been 2 birdpark! haha, dear's frenx, ah gu, is e medicine guy. he provided me wif panadol & medicated oil, taking care of me. he reminds me of my father, who's always dere taking care of me & his big fat tummy:)

mon: breakfast bun & honey, but vomit out again! thus i on MC liao & went over 2 dear's hse 2 rest. if go hm mama sure said i keng MC de! it's always scolding frm her...ard 4pm went see doc & he said i got bacteria inside my stomach, may be due 2 e food i took! taken some medicine, feeling alot better liao. went 2 look @ hp & psp, saw my pri sch buddy, Jordon! dint reali chat much as i gota go back rest, again. received a call frm NUH, telling me i've been shortlisted 4 2nd interview. my agent lied 2 me, saying they rejected me! arh wad shd i do? i quite lyk my current job, but being a pharmacy assist is sort of my wish?!?

wkends, yippee

2008-04-06T23:30:00.000-07:00

Thurs: lunch tym Jason drove me, Sandra & Yaya 2 JP, pop by 2 c Dr Kee:) been eating & drinking all day in e ofice while figuring SAP & SPA things. after wrk went over 2 dear's hse 2 take hamster cage etc & yippee, hamsters on e way!!! wha, damn heavy rain & i'm freaky COLD! damn scary after i collected e hamsters as there r many dogs & cats ard tat area. anyway, 2 hamsters in dear's care. dear arh, u mux take gd care of em wor. 2nd bro called me @ nite 2 chat, miz him alot! looking 4ward 2 seeing him etc:)

Fri: lunch @ Taman Jurong mrkt, tabao for dear as well. haha i guess i m a gd darling?!? 2 things which made me angry on 2day! went 2 msg my agent becox i wana check when my 1st pay will arrive coz better 2 play safe (agent sometyms nite delay till v long then willing 2 give). it's jux a simple qns & he made it as if i chasing him 4 money, damn du-lan! somemore he said i haven take pay thinking how 2 spend liao, e money is mine, i spend also not his prob. said till lyk v close 2 him. then i hao xin called Aunty 2 chat, long nv chat wif her liao. she knew i wrk, 1st thing was: how much money u gg 2 give me? hello, i dint own u anything rite? even Mama nv ask me this qns. she even said 2nd bro nv gave her money this yr. in her brain, everything is money money & money!

ytd took e wheel 2 change as it kip falling. e superviser told me they cant change 4 me as there isnt any spare 1 left! unless i wana change e whole cage!!! so, i went back 2 take e cage n changed in2 another 1, @ least e new one is much better! my hamsters seemed 2 b enjoying themself, but ke lian my dear, coz he couldnt slp. hamsters were busy playing e wheel (shd have bought e silent wheel). by rite i shd b meeting Xinhui 2 Mr Chew's hse 4 pizza etc. hehe Mr Chew also have Nitendo Wii, haha we can try out e boxing as it helps 2 lose fats:) haix coz i chose 2 change e cage so gota 'give up' e gathering. Xinhui, u r our organiser! reached hm ard 2am & MSN wif 2nd bro till 4am then slp. been toking bout LV bags, which 2 buy etc.

2day went 2 pray Dad @ ard 1pm. it was damn crowded. shall update agn tml as i m tired:(

super duper tired

2008-04-02T23:00:00.000-07:00

evil Kai Wen made an April Fool's joke on me! he asked me 2 called him as he got urgent things 2 tell me. w/o looking @ e rest of the SMS, i called him immed. was duper tired frm wrk (it's lyk day 1 nia) so lazy 2 stroll down 4 e rest of msg & moreover, e joystick spoilt! cant really slp well @ nite as i wasnt used 2 e timing:(
wrking as a Processing Executive (giving & receiving quotations, ans enquiries etc) @ an MNC company. luckily there's company transport frm Boon Lay MRT. anyway, i now then realised mrn's MRT is e worst! every1 is so violently pushing one another etc. ok, back 2 wrk thingy. eh would say abit stress as i dint even noe wad SAP, SPA etc r: they r too alien 2 mi! tym passed pretty fast as i was too busy learning. few things good: instant coffee is available (most impt 2 me), department staffs rather friendly (or did i judge too early)?
went 2 Chinatown looked 4 wrk pants but sian, couldnt find any. tot of gg FEP but arh, suddenly rain! being a gd darling, i took train 2 Vivo look 4 dear. he angry, becox he knew i tired then still go find him. but haha, in his heart he mux b v happy:) reached hm ard 10pm+, leg tired liao!

Wed: 2nd day of wrk & haix, Jeslin flying off 2 Korea, making me so scare of making mistakes. brought slippers along so i can change2 tat upon reaching office. finally made it to 5.30pm, yippee off wrk liao! went over 2 Vivo agn 2 get hamster cage etc & total cost $70. after tat went 2 look 4 dear agn:) reached hm ard 9pm+.

Xin: sat's gathering i most likely not gg as i gota wrk, so sorry.

i miss 2nd bro

2008-03-31T04:05:00.000-07:00

Sat i felt damn sad, becox 2nd bro flying off 2 Finland. by rite i shd be wrking in e mrn, but since Huiling reached dere, then i made a U-turn 2 dear's hse. haix although i dun quite noe wad happen, thru her blog i somehow knew she nid some fresh air (can i say so?). damn, waited 4 cab 4 @ least 1/2 hrs! in e end called Comfort & daataa, Mecedes cab! haha e taxi driver asked me go buy 4D, no harm trying. reached hm ard 6pm+ 2 pei 2nd bro makan, mum made black chicken soup with herbs & e nite b4, we both had black chicken with wine, takes about 1 day b4 we can eat! mum sae black e latter can prevent cold!?! & Finland is lyk snowing! ard 8pm we 3 took cab 2 airport & haix, dun bear him 2 go. anyway, T3 is nice!!! pig pig, @ Finland 2 mths u gota take care of urself wor. we can c & tok 2 mths ltr. but, i really miz u alot! u not ard no1 tok tok woth me, i v kelian.

Sun: dear being gd boi, reached my hse @ 11am+ 2 pei me makan breakfast, muacks luv u dear! n in e end, he came my hse slp again! although he pig, no choice as he gota wrk & wkends very tired. anyway, mum, dear & I took MRT tgt. dear alighted @ Outram while mum & I went Orchard shopping! @ 1st went 2 Chaos looked 4 dress, but arh, all e dress so small, 4get it. next stop: daniel yam. after 2 hrs+ of trying, yippee, finally got a dress! had dinner @ food republic, eh e food was so-so nia. by e tym we finished etc, LV shop closed le, haix. guessed nx wk gota go town again:( was abit sad becox i almost stike 4D 1st price! haix no luck:( n somemore my dear nt happy wif wrk. dear, no matter hw unhappy u r, ur pig darling will be dere, always:)

arh, going 2 slp liao. still gota meet dear ltr 2 go sch take my transcript, n mayb wif bro 2 his bridal studio 2 try ou those gown?!?

2008-03-31T04:00:00.000-07:00

i wan this Audio R8, it's really damn chio.

holidays = tired

2008-03-28T20:40:00.000-07:00

Grace is back from China, meaning i only wrk 6pm - 9pm, yippee. got more tym 4 dear & my beauty slp:) ytd woke up @ 1pm+ to call dear, i overslp thus not meeting him. went back 2 slp but ard 2pm+, i was 'disturbed' by Huiling's SMS. Grace's giving her attitude, coz of e invoice stuff. haix wad can i do since she sae those nid 2 rush? Huiling: thx 4 helping me do e AIA thingy wor & dere's gd guys ard, jux tat u haven find urs. wrking with u realli v fun leh, all e toking & importantly, honey milk & red tea!

i felt lyk getting a cross-breed dog, they r damn cute! eh wait till i got enuf cash i'll get 1 & put it in dear's care. Wed my dai dee's grp gathering, but none of us brought poker cards! anyway, went 2 Mind Cafe 4 games but, i was rather antisocial. dint find e games interesting, @ least 2 me it's so boring! they even planned 2 mit up lyk say once a mth, but haix, duno if we all can make it on e same day. 12hrs of slp/ day = tired tired! nx mtg go prawning, mite b giving a miss i think, coz i nid 2 slp!

haix duno wad e hell dear's thinking. i knew he treated me v impt, more impt than his life. but y he still wana mix wif tat fellow? haix long long story...

arh bro's wedding in less than 2 mths & i haven gotten anything! guess gota ask Mama go shopping wif me on Sun, as well as 2 find some office wear bah:) Mama sae maybe i shd custom made my dress, yep i guess so. coz i'm getting fatter! luckily dear still wan me:) 2nd bro's going Finland on Sat for 2 mths. haix going 2 cry liao, no pple tok 2 me, besides dear. wana send him 2 airport but...

`poly life`

2008-03-22T23:25:00.000-07:00

have the sudden urge 2 summarise my 3 yrs in RP.

yr 1 sem 1: possessed those goong goong look, wearing Ts with surfer pants & slippers, carrying Nike backpack (laptop etc dumped inside). knew frenx lyk Sunny, Zelong, Jackson, Cynthia etc. haha always pon 2 go billiard (sch's near Orchard, i simply couldnt resist e temptation)! enterprise faci, Daniel, always gave me an A, making my GPA 4 enterprise 3.5! haha but overall affected. ya, my VB faci, Kirvy, handsome guy!
yr 1 sem 2: no change compared wif sem 1, only changed my backpack 2 crumple bag, looked more 'style'?!? as usual, enterprise was e only subject i scored best! oh, attended RP Bash @ Chinablack wif Ashley, Justin etc. think i somehow dragged em along.

yr 2 sem 1 & sem 2: couldnt rmb much this yr, thinked i was rather busy ponteng-ing sch?!? oh, knew great frenx lyk Siling (same birthday as me), Jiemin & Alice!

yr 3 sem 1: Valavan's & Dawn's lessons (grades as well) were GREAT! patient facilitator, would make sure every1 understd his lessons. FYP team: Daniel, Lynn & Raimi. bad things happened & i was still so stupid, fancy trusting a bastard. arh wad's over is over, wad's impt is nw & future! among e 3, Raimi helped me most, making sure i understd wad they doing & teaching me etc. hey Raimi, dint know if u read my blog, lyk u used 2 last tym. i jux wana thx u 4 helping & u r a great frenx! took A&P as elective
yr 3 sem 2: was rather moody as dear wasn't by my side for 5 mths! initially it was really hard, thus i wrked 2 jobs 2 make tym pass faster, however, making myself more tired & weaker! then i got my dai dee kakis (Susan, Angerline & Huang Yun etc). dai dee was my motivation 2 go sch:) saving my 'ponteng days' 4 dear, so i can pon all e way after 5 mths wait:) however, grades were affected of cox:( materials sci's facis organised a farewell party 4 us, it was so...i missed sch, i missed facis etc!!!

i simply lurve Monday:)

2008-03-16T01:10:00.000-07:00

Happy 20th Birthday to Huiling

1st yr anniversary wif dear came pretty fast, enjoyed e days tgt wif him although there's slight quarrel. haix agn went 2 Vivo on tat day, it's so boring as i've been spending most days dere! been watching horror movies those few days (rent & in cinema), abit scare of e dark liao! rule #1 was a nice movie, but rather sad coz ekin died in e end:( been covering duties 4 Grace as she went 2 China, so my tym wif dear shorten. lucily mobile phones were invented!

dint wana blog, but some1 told me it has been ~12 days since i last blog & well, it's her birthday so give her face lorx. hehe i nv sms 2 wish her, becox -1- she will sure tink i 4got (she's been reminding me since e day before) & -2- she can read tat in my blog! Fri's wrk was pretty fun, infact since Huiling was here, wrk has been fun! however, smthing seemed 2 b wrong wif her, perhaps she's too looking 4ward 2 her birthday?!? she was too hyperactive @ times, i simply bochap her. she went over 2 disturb Dr Liew 2 take photo, so funny. tat's e 3 of us @ wrk place, busy toking bout anything, i guessed?!?

huiling: happy 20th birthday 2 u wor. it has been really fun knowing u! we would joke talk etc making time pass pretty fast:) n ya, u have been a great help 2 mi, thx. eh luckily i adapted well 2 ur craziness?!? looking 4ward 2 wrking with u, as well as Dr liew:)

ytd's most patients postponed their appts due to tight schedule. whole day only 2 patients nia: ortho consult & ortho case. opps, i dint know how 2 take lat cepth, called & asked Dr Liew 4 help! somemore e film stuck 1/2 way. gota kip asking Jonathan 2 retake, so paiseh but luckily, he dint complain:) lunch tym dear came 2 pei mi makan @ Foodcourt, had jap n e food sux! he went 2 wrk ard 2.40pm as i have a rather long break tym. has been playing Big 2.5 on Viwawa.com, was being kicked out by the players as i kip winning, so sian playing wif dese kinda pple. but @ least after tat e rest of e players gd:) winnie came 2 my wrkplace find me, she last min called me. slacked ard @ JP with her b4 heading home 2 slp! saw a damn handsome guy @ JP n wahaha, he came 2 ask 4 my number. nah i nv give cox i knew, i haf some1 who love me more than his life! realised i've became a gd & faithful gal.

woke up ard 10pm 4 dinner. arh my hunger woke me up frm my beauty slp! hehe after which 2nd bro let me play a game & it's pretty (@ least 90%) true: i have few gd frenx in my life, my past relationship was unplesant n not memorable @ all, i only turned n toked2 dear when i have smthing bothering me (xtreme correct)! haix been too busy & tired recently tat i missed e reg. date 4 grad ceremony! arh my daidee kakis all going, as well as Mi etc...haix gota take my transcript a wk ltr. but...wif dear's company! luckily wun feel so boring then. oh tok bout my daidee kakis, hey peeps esp Susan, pls update ur blog frequently, u seemed 2 have MIA v long liao!

ltr would b a busy day as there's alot of appt! guess we can only off wrk @ 6pm, as Glenn coming 4 band & bond @ 4pm (~2hrs process). going back 2 play Big 2.5:)

ps Huiling: dun say i nv update hor! anyway, u be my blog alarm bah, mux remind me 2 update, esp when i not gota wrk dere soon i guess? but i told Dr Liew if can i b going back during the wkends 2 help out. u gota learn fast, then wkends we can wrk tgt:)

slacking @ home

2008-03-04T01:20:00.000-08:00

my dear busy folding blanket, such a good boi, muacks:) by rite i should be e 1 doing, but...i was...

...busy slping, as usual. e weather was too good for an evening nap:)photo taken @ Vivo, during dear's break tym. he looked so much decent in his uniform:)

it's so boring @ home

2008-02-28T22:30:00.000-08:00

2nd bro went 2 Beijing liao, making mi so lonely @ hm:( has been gg 4 interviews, hopefully can get a job ASAP, coz no nid kip seeing her face. but...less tym wif dear, luckily he understood:)

2dae was sort of a worst day, i knew i m in e wrong(i wanted 2 apologise 2 her but i dint) but, i jux simply hate her. pple mite think i v foolish but yes, i'm using her money 2 revenge, i guess??? i knew she care money more than mi, her own daughter, n i knew she warned mi nt 2 use tat money, but in e end, i still used it. she's VERY irritating: said will go POSB wib her nx Tues and she alrite wib it. suddenly 2day duno which nerves went wrong, she wana go POSB 2 check my acc. i told her nicely i'm in a rush 4 an interview @ Tanjong Pagar, she also wana go along, isnt she mad? i'm near 21 n she still wana go interview wib mi n moreover, she sae she's HOPELESS 2wards mi, i c no pt y she suddenly wana pei mi go, fuck off all those hypocrite, i dun even gif a damn. xpected, she got XTREME angry when she realised i spent those money, n even demanded mi 2 go bck hm(i was @ MRT station @ tat tym) giving farking xcuse tat my IC wib her how i go interview? @ tyms, i m nt dumb! i long photocopied my IC so she got no more xcuse. even if she cum over 2 MRT 2 demand mi hm, i haf my rites nt 2 go wif her! ya afterall she's my mum rite? but hello, whose mum would scold em, in PUBLIC, bitch & slut? she's e 1 who gave birth 2 mi so if i m, so is she! in another hr or so, i will be getting scolding, long scoldings, frm her again. my wisdom tooth's giving me probs, so i nid 2 xtract, all 4 via GA. i can pay all via Medisave but i dun ha. so i asked her 2 pay 1st, she immed rejected. but when bro told her, she used xcuses lyk v pain, v dangerous 2 xtract etc, jux dint wana pay 4 it, but in e end reluctantly accepted. was so so happy 2 willing 2 pay 4 mi. as i sae, she's such a HYPOCRITE! ytd's nite she told me 2 CANCEL my appt & wait till i 21 then go. reasons: i wrk n save aka paying using cash, since i'm on GA & under 21, i nid sm1 2 bring mi home after tat. she's UNWILLING 2 do so! i was so angry, pls dun promise, even though u r a hypocrite, me u would use ur Medisave on me. ya, she promised as bro asked her 2, but she could jux say nicely she dunwana pay 4 me. i m nt going 2 blame her as i knew she NEVER care 4 me. haix y do i haf such a mum? i dun hate her, becox i felt hopeless & dead 2wards her. frm e moment she sae she's hopeless 2wards me, my heart totally dead. i felt lyk crying, but smthing held my tears back. it's lyk 'sm1' telling me tat it's pointless 2 waste my tears on her anymore since she no longer lurve mi/ treat me as her daughter.

dear's dad asked him nx yr when he turned 21 then marry mi, becox now dear earning nt much & no money 2 give hong bao 2 mama, dear asked mi nid 2 give hw much, i also duno. jux gif her as a token 4 giving birth 2 mi, tat's wad i sae:) dear angry becox he sae she's my mum afterall. mother, wad does e word means? it seemed too strange 4 me. haix sad news: Berl is leaving DT: she's found her fav job as a programmer, congrats gal:) but still felt sad becox it meant we got lesser tym tgt toking craps etc. 1st was Sherlynn, then Serene, now Berl. haix mux really treasure frenx:)

refreshed memories

2008-02-23T21:20:00.000-08:00

it's not easy 2 maintain a r/s, esp @ our age whr there's still chances of changing. however, frenx who knew me long enuf would b surprised by wad i gota say, i've faithfully maintain 1 yr r/s wif dear and i really wana settle down wif him! thru'out e days wif him, i've been 2 clubbing only ONCE, who would believe but hey, it's true!

16th's nite chiong cab frm Yew tee 2 Vivo as i was running late, however i gota wait 4 dear 2 off wrk:( went over 2 Vivo meet dear, he smelt of mustard becox e staffs wished him a early birthday and splashed him wif coke, mustard etc...e gd gal me, knowing he would be 'bullied' decided 2 cancel my plan of 'bullying' him. actual fact: i overslp & dere's nt enuf tym 4 me 2 prepare:) took cab hm agn becox he dint wana spread e smell in MRT, so 'wei da' rite? went 2 S11 for our dinner cum supper b4 going AXS 2 book tix 4 Ah Long Pte Ltd. went back hm 2 slacked. watch movies, played games etc till ard 5am den slp. 17th: dear's birthday & we woke up @ 10am, was damn early lah! gota rush 4 ALPL @ Vivo @ 1.40pm: e show not tat bad bt i still prefer CJ7! hehe it's tym 4 fonde @ Haagen Dazs b4 heading 2 Bukit Panjang bai nian. nth much 2 blog actually, jux hope dear happy & enjoyed e day. went 2 Turf City 4 seafood & bill $200, honestly, it's nt worth. Alan & Shun paid, thx man. k-box @ JEC & b4 11.59am (dear's birthday ending) i ordered a cake 4 him, tot would b surprise but he found out! 18th: 3hrs prawing session @ Taman Jurong. we brought hm e prawns 2 cook (dear had chilli prawns while me, salted prawns), yummy:) so tired after 3 days of fun, getting old:(

Thurs: went 2 Vivo Sushi Tei makan lunch & alone, i spent $22 on cha soba, sashimi salad & chawamushi. e thing was: i'm still hungry! getting more pig nwadays:) saw Grace while i waiting 4 dear. eh she gota a bf, whom looked so much more guai than her. many pple ard me decided 2 apply Uni, making mi so tempt 2 try, but books seemed 2 b foreign particles 2 me! or maybe, i shd gif it a try?!? in e end, gave up trying Uni path becox i wasnt really interested. arh looking 4 job made mi sick!

Fri: slept @ dear's hse till 4.20pm get ready 2 wrk, dint pei him 2 Vivo as i was quite tired (nite tym alone wrking so better 2 catch sm slp). haha funny me: couldnt get paper 2 write msg 4 dear so i used tissue paper! wrk was quite orite, jux tat i not feeling quite well. Sat: nv go wrk as i was sick:( abit flu & worst, giddy! arh, mayb i've nt been getting enuf slp?!? jialat, dear's papa nid some cash urgently, but we dun have much liao, due 2 spending on rings etc...

haix, 2nd bro going Beijing wrk 4 a wk, no1 pei mi @ hm liao, wana cry sia:( then he going Finland training 2 mths, probably in April. aiyo then mi how? gota go 4 job hunting...

thx agn dear

2008-02-15T22:50:00.000-08:00

ytd early mrn went over 2 dear's hse 2 wake him up, for...no reason! anyway Valentine's Day mah, since he cant go out, i go pei him lor, realised i quite 'wei da':) he asked him go open e cupboard 2 take his clothes, i blur blur opened, n...arh, another present, dis tym is a couple bear. haha funny part: he sprayed his Issey perfume on e bear so...being so touched, i bought noodles (way b4 i knew got present) 4 both of us & his got abalone in it lorx. aiyo, nw thinking hw 2 surprise him on his birthday liao.

i hate 2 use vulgarlities agn, but...mother's bloody ass! i 'hao xin' bought Godiva choco 4 her (6pcs for $54) & in e end, she ACCUSED me 4 stealing her money, $10!!! every mrn i took allowance of $10 frm her pulse. ytd's nite after eating e choco, she, WITHOUT asking, immediately said i stole her $10! she said her pulse shd haf $30 in e mrn but when she wana buy smting, dere's only like $10 inside. so whr's e other $10 (minus my allowance) gone 2? i 'ming ming' saw only $20 in e mrn yet she said $30, fuck! &, I REALLY NEVER TAKE UR MONEY! ya, frm dis incident, i could c e IMPORTANCE of money in her heart compared 2 me. since i m nth, dere's no nid 4 me 2 try 2 accept u etc. in my heart, u no longer fit 2 b e person i wish 2 tok 2! Xin Hui msg 2 ask if i going Mr Soh's hse tml 2 bian nian. HELLO, i wasnt informed earlier! i did ask her when mtg, she dint bother 2 reply, jux a simple 'sry, i 4got'. sec sch frenx, almost all nv really contact liao. ya, sm pple tends 2 4get old frenx when they made new ones.

having bad headach (1 side) now, wa's wrong? haix...

happy V day

2008-02-14T01:15:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO EVERYONE, ESPECIALLY MY DEAREST

arh i was sick on Tuesday, down wif flu virus! haix sian liao, den still hab 2 go take BTT. anyway, xpected 2 fail as i totally nv study:) went over 2 dear's place 2 tk a nap b4 heading 2 Vivo, but...i guessed i was too slpy + sick, i dint even haf e energy 2 pei dear talk! after a long nap, my flu slightly went down & slowly, recover. wa, that's e adv of slp! i guessed i dint rest enuf?!?

Wed & Thurs: went 2 Vivo ytd 2 collect e Godiva chocolate & wait till dear lunch tym den we makan. sent a 4-pgs long SMS 2 my dear, was rushing 2 b sent @ 12am sharp, he called @ 11.59pm, irritating boy! luckily i got 2 phones, got him 2 call e other:) thought it's just a simple over e phone 'happy valentine's day' greeting, but...i received his call 2 ask me 2 open e door. i tot, 'e tym oreadi 12am+ & he still appeared @ my door, he sure kana scold by me'. who knows, he got Jia Qi, my sec sch frenx, 2 deliver e pink (my fav color) roses 2 me. was so touched! he was so unromantic in e past & wana him 2 buy flower 4 girls, wait long2 also dun haf sia. so means tat i m e 1st, yippee!!! Jia Qi, thx 4 making e trip 2 my hse & ya, u enjoy ur V day too:) conclusion: all presents added up near $1k, inclusive of ring:)

present xchange

2008-02-14T01:00:00.000-08:00

from me: pre-ordered Vivo branch Valentine's Day edition chocolate about 2 weeks before
daa...taa...strawberry dipped in dark chocolate (must try)+ heart name. Shan & Xiangfrom him: pink roses, i simply loves pink! thanks 2 my dearest:)

lurve him:)

2008-02-09T23:00:00.000-08:00

yippee gota a SE W580i white, similar 2 tat of dear's:) i kip psyco him dun spend so much, he said it's sweet we carried e same phone. finally realised he became sweet, muacks:) in e meantym, we spent quite alot dese few days, jux e rings & e phones alone...

CNY seemed boring, no shopping etc:( eve went 2 dear's hse eat b4 heading 2 Chinatw 2 mit Mama 4 last min shop. 1st day CNY went over 2 Jurong Ah Ma's hse wif dear. abit stress cox 1st tym saw his relatives etc, sorta scared bah. 1 thing i enjoyed: e dogs damn cute. arh, tempting me 2 buy dogs! went hm 2 change b4 heading 2 Panjang Ah Ma's hse & Tampiness (my whole day gave him liao). day 2 @ my hse with Sis makan etc. dear still haf 2 wrk, kelian:(

went over 2 pei dear 2 wrk 2day, as well as 2 collect pendant frm Tian Po. e cute boi bought me a necklace aka chain, bout $80. tks dear, muacks:) 11mth anniversary, so fast. left a comment 4 him in friendster, duno when he'll c it. now my mind total concentration on his birthday planning liao, arh! i wana him 2 have a memorable birthday every yr, wif me.

ltr going 4 movie, CJ7, with Sis they all...eh, wad else shd i blog bout?

vivocity shopping!

2008-02-06T01:40:00.000-08:00

dear's off on Monday. woke up @ ard 7am+, acc him 2 many places! arh am v tired as i slp ard 3am+ e day b4:( went over 2 his hse 2 wake my dear pig up, gd gal me:) eh headed 2 Tampiness 2 find Sis 4 awhile, her 2nd son damn cute sia! dear gota a SE K800i and after which 2 Tamp Mall mit Xiao Zhu; we late 4 nearly 1 hr! after 'clearing' his stuffs, yippee 2 VivoCity!

after long search in Tamp Mall, we still thought e rings @ Tian Po is chio-er, so back 2 Vivo 2 get. so many designs 2 choose frm, in e end gotten...
e box really nice & sweet. dear trying 2 make a love frm e ribbon, abit out of shape.

ta...da...here's e rings, chio?

bought 2 things nia, but spent lyk more than usual. anyway, b4 heading hm gota SE W580i phone, dear wanted dis Walkman phone.

sleepy:(

2008-02-05T22:45:00.000-08:00

zilian me after haircut. dear said haircut v 'kuku' look:( will nv go back 2 e salon again. anyway, taken while waiting 4 dear 2 buy food

dear's break tym, as usual had burger and sudden felt lyk taking photo. he looked so guai in dis pickana woke up by his frenx, forgot who disturb my beauty slp:( he looked more blur than me!

what my name means

2008-02-05T18:25:00.000-08:00

What Wong See Shan Gireen Means

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

xtreme emo:(

2008-01-27T22:50:00.000-08:00

out of near 11 mths of relationship, we talked bout marriage ard the 4th mth & i spent half e mths waiting n assuring dear tat i will wait 4 him. i managed 2 do it, but wad i got back in e end? now telling me u dunwana be tied down; u wana enjoy 1st etc. fine, then y in e 1st place say wana ROM by this yr? wasnt u making empty promise? my heart was dead, not becx i no longer lurve u (u r e 1st guy tat made me so scare of losing u), but becx of wad u said! now, in front of u, i will try my best 2 act as if nth happen & i m still e cheerful gal, but deep in my heart, do u noe e feeling is far worst than dying? Xiao Zhu kor wana ROM too, becx he was influenced by u & at 21, he sae he old le shd settle down. wad bout e 2 of us?!? seriously, i m v depressed! so wad i did foolish things agn? my heart bleeds more than tat!

browsing thru blogskin, couldnt find any suitable skin, or was i plain lazy 2 edit? changed e song 2 real emo song, from e bottom of my broken heart. my heart wasnt broke, it's bleeding! dint went 2 wrk as my stomach cramp lyk hell & my eyes was quite swollen frm crying whole day. who can lend mi his/her shoulder? 1st tym feeling so sad & nid sm1 dere by my side. haix sch again tml...

sleepy mode

2008-01-26T22:50:00.000-08:00

just woke up & dear started cam-whoring liao. realised he also quite 'zi lian':) arh, my dark eyes circles & pimples on forehead (not enuf beauty slp)!

lesson damn fucking boring

2008-01-13T16:15:00.000-08:00

this wk alone i pon 2 tyms: stem cells & nano, which r my fav! mon is dear's off, so went 2 Bugis shop, along wib Sis. b4 tt dear went 4 counselling, waited 1 hr 4 him, goong goong sit outside listened mp3:( finally it's shopping tym, but shop 4 dear's stuff! he alone spent bout $100 on clothing: 2 Ts, 1 polo T & a jacket! Sis went off ard 4pm while me & dear headed 2 Mama dere makan dinner. ordered 'hot plate beancurd', 'hot plate deer meat' & 'pork chop': all dear's fav food! took cabbie hm becox nid 2 reach hm @ 7pm, we dint really nid 2 rush.

xpected 2 get a C on Tues lesson becox i was too tired 2 listen & e grp dint realli discuss, sort of in a boring team. moreover, i couldnt understd wad he was trying 2 say! most BORING lessons: semicon & AI, simply dun understd & e facis so damn boring, as well as e grps! nv went 2 wrk as i was too tired after FYP, felt aslp once i reached hm. Wed went 2 Vivo watched 'Alvin & chipmunks' wib Susan, finally we haf e tym 2 watch. haha it's real funny & honestly, i ENJOYED:) nite tym was @ Sushi Tei wib Angerline, Susan, Hwee Ling & her bf, yummy so long since i went dere makan. Thurs nano, as usual i pon & dear took MC: his stomach not feeling well, perhaps ate too much burgers??? so went 2 polyclinic wib him etc & stayed @ his hse slacked. haix haf alot of things but i dint quite noe how 2 say. in short, sm pple simply duno how 2 automatic! anyway, Fri was AI: dint even bother 2 do RJ etc as i was chionging, haha my FYP online portal!!! agn, i pon 1/2 way, along wib Alvin. he went 2 CWP 2 shop while i went dear's hse. tot of slping b4 gg 2 wrk, dead tired! but my BAD dear dragged mi 2 Vivo:( in e end i felt aslp in e bus! ytd was FYP presentation: finally after this, gg graduate soon:) Bugis shopping wib e gals ard 6pm+!?! damn tired & slpy, cox i woke up @ 6.15am 4 FYP! haha my dear surprised mi: wanted 2 pick mi up frm sch but as i was early, he waited @ MRT platform w/o telling me he was @ Woodlds, still said sleeping @ hm! anyway, was happy he came & we went IMM makan b4 heading hm & pei him go wrk:)

2dae woke up early 2 go dear's hse 1st 2 slp b4 gg wrk. reached @ 9am, tat was early & by rite dear pei mi 2 wrk b4 he go wrk, but we slp till 12pm, he was sorta late 4 wrk...still feeling so damn slpy & tml is SHOPPING day wib dear, agn:) ltr go hm haf 2 b a gd gal helping Mama 2 vaccum e floor & eh pack my messy drawers! since 21st Dec 2007 till nw, i've been a gd gal: nv go chiong etc liao:) dear is my priority!

2008-01-11T11:10:00.000-08:00

on the way 2 Vivocity worked, opps is dear gota wrk not mi! still looks so beng after so long

happy belated new year:)

2008-01-03T23:55:00.000-08:00

recently too busy, or rather, lazy 2 blog. wow 2007 ended pretty fast. dere seemed 2 have more unhappy moments rather than happy. anyway, let's recap my happiest moment!

March - lurve blossom between mi n dear. wana tks him in doing so much 4 mi, esp being dere 4 mi always n morally supporting mi:) no matter wad, i'll b strong becox i knew i have u all along wib mi.

somewhr July i guess - found my pool kakis & my dai dee kakis, also shopping kakis (all frm DMTS)

August - wrked @ Dental trendz: 1st job which made me stayed tll now! so can imagine how muh i lurve dis job! Berl, Sherlynn n Serene: tks 4 ur concern:) u pple have been great frenx 2 mi.

pathetic 2007 jux 3 happiest moment, let's hope 2008 will be better:) sch's starting soon in 4 days tym, looking 4ward 2 c my frenx n nt forgetting, dai dee tym!!! tat day @ dear's hse we 2 played dai dee, i kept winning cox i've been getting gd cards. so he sae CNY we 2 partner: he pay while i play, wahaha:) my dear little boi so cute sia. 2dae i bad gal: made dear cook & washed e plates, jux becox i lazy...

yippee looking 4ward 2 Monday's shopping wib dear! aiyo he everyday wrking, only Mon off sia. smtyms i duno is he goong or wad, haix long story...anyway it's over liao:)

my heart is dead towards u!

2007-12-29T01:00:00.000-08:00

looked carefully & will c 2 blueblack. got involved in a fight, i nv wanted it 2 happen:( 20 yrs tgt, all becox of a small little thing! last Wed i went clubbing @ had some drink, i dint know i kana rashes. anyway, i SWEAR i wasnt drunk! she waited 4 mi & really, i was touched, becox it showed she cared bout mi. it has been quite long since she last tok 2 mi so u can imagine how happy i was:) however, she started scolding n grabbing mi, it really hurts! however, nth hurts more than my heart. shdn't u @ least apologised/ rub medicated oil 4 mi? few days when e blueblack developed, still have e cheeks 2 ask mi wad happen? u tot dear abused mi? he doted mi more than u i would say! u claimed u luv mi & it hurts u, how true? jux ytd, becox of ur 'concern', u pressed e laptop lid on my fingers! u sae i make u sad, wad happen u? u made my heart DEAD 2wards u! mother, every1 yearn 4 one, but nw, i dun! have u even concern bout mi? ya, only when things happened, e incident during March, i would nv 4gt, becox tat's when i saw u realli care. but now, e feelings no longer there. without asking, u turned off e water heater while i was bathing, jux becox i came home later than u & e tym was lyk 11.20pm!!! fuck, did u ask y i was late b4 switching off e heater? i was on OT & by e tym i finished makan, e tym was lyk 10pm+! u xpect mi 2 fly back hm by 11pm? i felt lyk a stranger/ sm1 u can abuse etc!!! u r @ menopause age but pls, this is NOT e way 2 treat ur own daughter! in e 1st place, haf u really treated mi as ur daughter? even frenx r concerned over my blueblack, u? u still laugh...& come on, DONT ever say u r hurt etc, becox 2wards u, i m DEAD!

kawaii

2007-12-28T17:00:00.000-08:00

small pig too shy, doing gymnastic?!?

Xmas tree @ Vivo City. it's so beautiul:)

2007-12-22T00:35:00.000-08:00

my dear, getting fitter!!! after so long, finally...

2007-12-21T00:30:00.000-08:00

pix taken @ St. James smoking rm. frm left: me, Matt, Alan, Eric

happy happy

2007-12-21T00:15:00.000-08:00

18 Dec was Huangyun's birthday celebration @ Orchard, i v lazy 2 upload e pix, paiseh gals. it's quite a surprise 4 her becox we acted as if we duno & she dint even tell us! went Partyworld-ing frm 1.30pm to 5.30pm. every1 was so guai: followed e dress code of dress & heels, muacks lurve u all! shopping tym @ FEP: every1 bought smting xcept mi & Hweeling (we saving $ mah). went NYDC slacked, nth much xcept a waiter who pissed us off! last stop was Cineleisure & i wanted so much 2 buy a dress (recently siao dress), but i knew i haf 2 save! in e end, bought a chain @ $3 and b4 heading hm, Sis called regarding dear, yippee!!! planning our dai dee gang meeting on 23rd Dec?!?

lurve 19 Dec, cox it's clubbing @ St James! total 7 pple: me, Siling, Alice & BF, Matt, Alan & Eric. but Alice & BF & Siling went hm tink ard 2am?!? haha gt 3 unknown guys wanted 2 treat me drink but i rejected, gd gal i am. it's damn packed cox holiday eve. eh we actually club hop: boiler rm, powerhse, bellini rm etc...while e rest of us ton till 4am+ den went supper & hm:) sian, kana nag by her, fuck! simply hate her 2 e core becox she acted as if she reali care bout mi. haix jx long story. in short, in my heart, she's no longer e 1 i wanted & yearn 4...sian...

yippee, finally 21st liao...so looking 4ward, tat i couldnt slp! went Taman Jurong take clothes 4 dear etc & pei Justin go makan...

Fun FUn FUN

2007-12-19T17:30:00.000-08:00

is it ice cream? bought @ Taka basement, erm so-so only.

fried dumpling: e skin quite q & dere's alot meat, yummy...

famous xiao long bao. it's really nice, alot of juice...yummy!!! we ordered 10 pieces, but i wanted more!!!

dis is e famous Tian Jing gou bu li. actually, it's jux a normal bun i would say. go Beijing try e real 1, alot more better!!!

dumplings wib meat & veggies. erm abit tasteless, it's e veggies i lurve

dessert of e day: osmantha honey, cooling, more suitable 4 summer instead of winter

i 4got wad this called, but i knew it's potato skin + cheese!!! highly recommended!!!

our drinks; guess hw many pple in all? i ordered lemon shiver; my all tym fav!

tat's my 'band aid' frm NYDC; choco so yummy. after dis gota go on a diet:(

susan & angerline's wib their donuts. smhow, susan's S becum inverted. haha huangyun duno hw 2 make e S:)

now it's hweeling's donut; cute...donuts. guess huangyun having a hard tym becox...

huixin wib e X donut made by huangyun; hu is she looking? guess huangyun bah cox they couple...

octopus mouth is here: huangyun sucking e sherbet

RP's open hse!

2007-12-17T00:40:00.000-08:00

COUNTDOWN 4 DAYS, YIPPEE!!!

finally Monday's here, realised i nt wrking dis wk, rather bz dis wk. ytd frm 10.30am - 4pm i in sch 4 open hse, i nid e CE pts, after 2 days of dis i m done, leaving FYP:) after tat went 2 Chinatw mit Siling go shop: machaim lyk shopping 4 BFs leh e 2 of us:( after bringing my dress 2 change (recently i siao dress), Siling bought hair dye 4 her BF, after tat 2 OG! i got myself pair of thongs, then go Men's Department c boxers!!! haha so funny becox we e oni 2 gals dere. her BF nv ans her call so she dint buy, while i deciding between Docker Hush Puppies & Levi's. bought e 1st 2 brands cox Levi's seemed small though i took L! so happy, becox finali settled dear's bd present, still lacking a pair of Levi's jeans (mayb New Yr)...abit 'goong' becox 1st tym buying boxer mah:) e 2 of us looking 4ward 2 Wed's gathering & we have alot of common leh, even bd oso same!

reached hm ard 8pm & i was v HUNGRY! opps, realised my wt has increased, even frenx sae so. however, dis tym i wasnt reali angry/sad upon hearing, also duno y?!? smtyms i really dun understd: y parents lurve making empty promises/ push their responsibility? felt kinda sad 4 Justin: so looking 4ward 2 counting down wib his frenx, & even refrain frm gg out dese few days jux 4 e sake of tt day, yet...& sm frenx oso make empty promises, i simply hate dis kinda pple. supposed 2 mit a frenx 4 gym last Sat. in e end luckily i nv brought gym wear along, cox last min sae gota acc BF, wtf. i mean, asked u @ least 5 times if cfm wana go, your response was cfm! nvm, pple will oways cox of BFs 4gt their frenx. but worst part is, she CLAIMED i m her loved sis etc & tat cant quarrel wib mi etc, if not will b damn sad. wtf, hate pple who resort 2 using soft. u will oni make mi hate mi more! & haf e cheeks 2 sae i m e 1 who pang sei u, pls tink who's e 1?

Sat was rather angry over dis issue, nt becox she's close 2 mi. but cox she tot she's close 2 mi! anyway, i getting happy dese days, cox *my heading*...really got alot of things 2 tell dear, updating him:)

a idiot guy came

2007-12-14T01:00:00.000-08:00

yippee: countdown 7 days!!!

my brace band change color: alternating red & green aka Xmas edition, it's cute! all thanks 2 Dr Liew 4 coming up wib this festival idea. my dear Aunty Xinhui finally uploaded e pics taken on 8 Dec, which was Liqiu's birthday celebration, guess our nx gathering end of e yr ya?!? my nx wk's schedule all filled with (no wrk till Fri i guess):
mon - sch open hse till 6pm, meeting Susan & Angerline
tues - gathering with my Poly mates
wed - st.james outing with Siling, Alice & my frenx
thurs - replenish beauty slp:)
fri - my dear's out!!! gota pei him & wrk as there's implant case:(
sat & sun - wrk & pei my dear:)

tues while having 1st Semicon break, dere's dis IDIOTIC guy by the name of Kelvin (Msian Indian) came 2 our clz 2 look 4 Kala, long story betwn em but in short, dis guy is a freak! pple oreadi broke up wib him, still so thick-skin 2 show up @ acted so drama in e past. haha wad drink petrol went hospital do ultrasound?!? ya, as if, e nx day still can c u happily in sch! Wed no sch, yippee:) by rite i dint have 2 go bck 2 wrk but...got denture case, so no choice:( after shopping @ Chinatw 4 dresses (bought 2 but gota briing 1 bck change, not reali nice), went 2 wrk & reached xactly 7pm, till 10pm den off wrk. supposed 2 mit Justin @ 10pm @ TW but...no choice but 2 chiong cab go, moreover i m xtreme hungry! Thurs was Nanotechnology & after e open hse briefing, went Bugis manicure (purple blue) & pedicure (near black with nail art). wouldnt really rec pple 2 go cox though e service ok, it's still not worth! i asked em wad color suit mi, she asked mi 2 choose mysf! i usually let e manicurist do everyting, sort of disappointed. shit, cash flow damn fast this mth:( i urgently in nid of cash, again!

now started counting down, looking 4ward seeing dear:) seemed tat countdw tym passed damn slow:( no matter hw tough it's gg 2 b, i promised i'll endure wib him becox i really treasure this r/s, unlyk in e past. dese 5mths, i really miss dear alot, more than anything else. even i feel lyk pon, i'll still drag mysf 2 sch cox i wana 'save' 4 him:) ltr if got tym gota go Chinatw agn 2 change e dress & c if my color lens here:) guess wrk's a busy day agn, Sherlynn's assisting, jiayou!

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2007-12-13T23:57:00.000-08:00

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kawaii:)

2007-12-09T12:15:00.000-08:00

the 'sou tao' aka longevity peach cute rite? by rite it's Angerline bag charm, but seemed 2 have becum mine & Susan's one! ok, Susan covered it with a cloth aka blanket and asked it 2 slp as we gg lunch?!? someting went wrong wif her last wk, hopefully coming wk she b fine. so elated: 5 more days 2 hols & 12 more days can c dear, so looking 4ward:)

last Fri skipped sch pei a frenx, but her appt changed 2 4pm instead. couldnt pei her coz my UT more impt, promised dear i'll study hard:) went town shop awhile b4 gg sch 4 UT, wad a boring day as well! wrk was quite orite: Sherlynn assisting while i on reception. anyway i LURVE e nite: PUB-Ing time! tks Dr Liew 4 sending me 2 Boat Quay & frenx who went as well, enjoyed e nitex ya?!? got quite alot pple: Berlinda & her bf Alvin, 1 of his camp mate, Tracy, Yuan Yuan, Kai Wen, Stan, me of cox, Dr Liew & his frenx! it has been so long since i last went pub & so, i enjoyed mysf. bid farewell 2 Berlinda they all ard 1am+ & pub-hopping, stayed awhile b4 leaving. cab fare was lyk near $50, cox frm East to North-west area: Sengkang --> Woodlds --> CCK. shit, getting less slp nowadays ARH!

Sat gathering wif my sec sch gals, also 2 celebrate Liquiu's bd:) by rite met em @ Fish & Co 4 lunch, but pig mi woke up @ 12pm+ so mit Partyworld instead. sang frm 2pm to 6pm & xpected, it rained (XH shdnt haf sang tt much). dinner @ Pepper Lunch, yummy! we slacked @ Coffee Club outside Cali till 11pm+ den hm. spent bout $60($30 on PW, $20 PL, $10 others). chatted wif XH regarding her frenx, haix pple do change, esp when they found e other 1/2. it's sad but gota accept e fact. Mama nt happy, cox i've been out late dese days & nv really tell her. haix dun quite gif a damn 2 her, jux simply found it pointless talking 2 her! she tot wadever she did was rite, ya, as if! can any kind soul tell her dun ACT as if she reali care bout mi? yep, she will care, only when sm bad things happened then she started 2 panick, wad's e pt?

rainy days = lazy

2007-12-05T21:30:00.000-08:00

had been raining 4 a day, felt so restless due 2 e weather:( now wrking & blogging @ e same tym; lazy 2 on my laptop agn @ hm. haix felt lyk blogging smthings but i duno how shd i write?!? anyway, ytd's Mama off day, she went 2 Chinatown wib Nancy 2 find Qipao, but...in e end they went Orchard! by rite i shd b meeting sm1 @ Orchard shopping, but tt sm1...fuck, when i reaching den a SMS over saying nt coming! hate pple who r lyk tt, luckily i oni have tt paticular person who's lyk tt:) called Mama & went 2 mit her @ Taka & she bought 1 Qipao @ $288 for Bro's wedding. went 2 LV 2 look 4 a matching bag, but i coldnt figure out wad bag suit her, cox i'm HUNGRY! had dinner @ Crystal Jade, yummy... Mama & Nancy went hm after tt while i mit Stan awhile b4 gg home. reached hm was lyk 1am?!?

rain rain sian sia, cox i gota wrk ltr. Mama gd: opened a bottle of Chicken Essence 4 mi:) my letter writing will end 2dae as i can get 2 c dear soon, so looking 4ward to 21st Dec. had postponed my wisdom tooth xtraction to 04/01/08 jux 4 him. i realised i've changed; in e past i'll oni tink of myself & would nv do anyting 4 guys (all i knew was me myself & i). it's hard 2 find a guy who truly lurve you and willing 2 do anything 4 u (i tot only in fairytales den all dese would happen). i've found tt 1 & i'll treasure, unlyk last tym. eh gota take a day's leave frm sch aka pon, 2 pei a frenx 4 smthing on Fri. lurve @ 1st sight, any1 believe? i believed cox mi & dear is an xample, & we willwan 2 last eternity, tt's our goal...

go listen 2 Jay Chou's songs:)

2007-12-03T20:50:00.000-08:00

last Sat went 2 gym with Matt, tks 4 pei-ing mi. wahaha ur effort greatly appreciated:) after gym 1hr, my whole body ach v kelian. but, i rewarded myself 2 a meal @ Sushi Tei, yummy. waited 4 1/2hr b4 i got my seat. ytd wrk wib Janet fun: when no patients we listened 2 Jay's songs, & kept repeating wahaha, frm duno how 2 sing till knew liao. my fav r '彩虹', '我不配' & '最长的电影': all v sentimental & sad:( slackin @ hm all day, too lazy 2 go packet also. went 2 watch 'why why love'; damn romantic & nice. i lurve 王传一&贺军翔: 杨丞琳so lucky 2 be lurve by em. if mi, i will also chose贺军翔becoz男人不坏女人不爱! jokin, as long as e chemistry & frequency correct. & moreover, i've found my坏男人: my dear:) so happy coz Janet said i became faithful & waited 4 my dear, ya pple will change. e flirty mi also noe how 2 b a faithful gal, only 2 my dear.

Huang Yun wasted, becox if she came sch, she took e same train as her 'nai di', wahaha. tat's e grp secret:) 2dae Stem Cell, e prob abit boring & so boring in e grp:( although tired, i'm v happi coz can c dear:) coming Sat sec sch gathering @ PartyWorld Orchard, yippee. after which e gals go makan while i gg gym, n mayb clubbing?!? haix nwadays getting more busy with sch, wrk & gym! went off frm sch, considered ponteng 1/2 day to mit dear. aiyo he slimmed down, sad:( my fat pig kelian...i gd gal, becoz i haven really pon much (still can 'afford' to, unlyk HY) and...i really waited 4 dear, as promised:) finally, let's COUNTDOWN to 21st Dec, so looking 4ward! postponing my wisdom tooth xtraction on tat day, coz i wana spend more time wib him:) aiyo gota wrk on Sun, which means i 40% cant club?!? cox v tired de. gym alone is gota KILL me!

tests done:)

2007-12-02T01:00:00.000-08:00

You Scored a 93% which means you are a ....

You are a passionate lover. You are the complete package and you recieve the complete package. You are NOT selfish and yet you still don't get walked all over. You're what everyone looks for and you show the opposite sex what it is like to truly be loved. Anyone who gets you is truly lucky.

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headache liao:(

2007-12-02T00:45:00.000-08:00

2dae woke up once e alarm rang, enough sleep finally:) went 4 my 1st underarm hair removal @ 3pm & followed by gym @ California. e hair removal was abit painful , luckily still bearable. let's hope e 2nd tym wun b tat pain...reached California exactly 5.30pm, 1st tym neither early nor late. mi n Matt communication breakdw sia, both of us lost sight @ Orchard:( anyway, tks 4 pei-ing me 2dae, enjoyed e wrkout though only awhile. went Sushi tei makan till 9pm+ went hm. haix my body aching, machiam lyk bone gota break anytym! everyone went clubbing, yet mi still here typing:( arh, i felt lyk clubbing nx Sat! hehe asked Ian 2 mit mi @ Yew Tee 2 pass mi e ipod adapter, tks:) haix lost my ipod adapter, nid it urgently coz not much batt left! luckily i have an alternative: my mobile phone as e memory 1GB! finally stored some songs in, if not in MRT i'll be bored 2 death!

realised tat mi n Susan same sec sch, jux tat she went in i transferred:( i was shocked when i knew bout it! last week went 2 watch 'Enchanted'; i lurve it! e story so fairytale, and of course 'happily ever after'. yep fairytale lurve story did exist, all tks 2 dear Xiang, muacks! wana watch 'Tatooist' but e review wasnt tat great:( having a outing wib my Dai Dee kakis on Dec 18 & 24, looking v 4ward! 2nd bro wan a Cartier ring 4 his bd, i dump in all my savings etc also not enough sia, so 10 yrs down e road i'll buy 4 him, hehe:) yippee, going visit my dear coming Monday, off i go 2 write letters & ltr gota wrk:)

fucking days

2007-11-23T15:50:00.000-08:00

jux received a call frm a frenx & fuck, kanan ACCUSED by her of smthing! ytd i was so freaking busy that i dint have e tym 2 touch the desktop & yet u nv ask den said i modified e stuff. i nicely told u i dint do it & y dun u believe? told u empteen tym: I NV DO ANYTHING TO IT! anyway, dis is only a minor thing. juz pissed off becoz a close frenx somemore leh, shdnt she trust mi when i oready said i nv do it? ytd was late 4 wrk becox still in sch @ 5pm. ytd's was quite orite becox v busy, till 10.50pm then reach hm, whr do i have e tym 2 do? packet nasi lemak makan & as usual, Mama PMS sia; still ignoring me. also duno wad e fuck happened 2 her. anyway dun bother 2 give a damn, coz i have my own probs 2 tink of instead. sch is much more fun den @ hm & wrk! @ least i got my Dai De kakis & frenzx 2 chat with...yippee, tml after wrk gg Monsoon hi light my hair, agn:) anyway, i got e $300 voucher:) hehe having more free tym now, coz i m not wrking on Tues & Wed, as well as alternate wkends, coz i simply dun feel lyk wrking wif him!

e worst part was on Wed, i believed it's e worst day of e wk! FYP went on rather smooth; work load shared among me, Raimi & Lynn:) was v late 4 wrk; reached @ 7.30pm but i wrote 8pm in. there was a patient so i went 2 e recep area & typed in those particulars. while patient waiting 4 payment, i kana scolded by the dentist for being so late. he said he was damn pissed off wif me. ok, up 2 dis point, i ADMITTED i was wrong 2 b late. so i tot everything would end but nah...after e patient gone, he came out 2 e recep area & AGAIN, scolded mi, saying i EVERYTIME late. fuck, he not here everyday n fyi, i nv always late, unless is got UT! he tink he pissed off & have e rights 2 scold mi? e 1st tym he scolded mi was when i was still a bit new & couldnt differentiate between CR & Fuji 9 fillings; he pissed off & agn i kana. fuck, jux dun understd y adults lurve 2 scold us, somemore i m UNRELATED 2 u. god bless, coz i believe i would b DEAD if u r related 2 mi. den Mama duno PMS or wadever fuckin hell happened 2 her agn; talked 2 her she dun answer etc. still have e cheeks 2 sae i nv respect her, did she respect mi in e 1st place. parents so fuckin chee bye: nth happened they treat u lyk invisible/ shit; when something happened, they said they neglected u & partly blame themselves, & even said will show more care, hoping us to tell them our problems.

photos upload:)

2007-11-23T09:45:00.000-08:00

metallic makeup box FOC give by Bionn. eh actually is buy $1500 FOC 1 box, 2nd bro n i lurve e box so we got 2 instead, which was $3k for 2! next tym can put all my barang barang in:) 2nd bro bought dese 4 mi, thanks man, lurve ya:) masks n 2 types of serum: beautifying lightening & anti-wrinkle! gota start 2 prevent aging liao...

yogurt sweet bought by Angerline coz e wrapper is chio! tot yogurt sweet nt nice, but dis proved mi wrong! after chewing, it has a cooling effect & those jelly inside, yummy:)

last Fri celebrated Susan's 19th birthday, advanced. anyway gal, happy birthday 2 ya, guess u mux b happy & surprise that we helped u celebrate:) e cake was nice, Angerline recommend de. guess whether e 'Happy Birthday' can be eaten? yes, coz it's tested by me, Angerline & Susan:)

super chio phone, but...

2007-11-17T00:10:00.000-08:00

let's take a look at this classic Vertu phone, by Nokia, targeting on people who wan the best 4 emselves:) for more info go 2 http://www.vertu.com/en. the design is so super chio & i fell in lurve with it. i would definitely gt 1 provided i gt e money, which range from SGD $9000 to SGD $30k!!!

this gold 1 is not bad, v outstanding.

wow, they r not crystal; it's DIAMOND!!! 1 of the signature version, i lurve this:) looks so style & elegance...

yippee a pink color!!! looks more girly (lyk me) and i would DEFINITELY get this provided i got the cash of @ least SGD $10k!!! reaching 20+ yrs den i'll change to the silver 1...haha i think too much:)

MIAing

2007-11-14T03:00:00.000-08:00

realized i MIA frm blog 4 bout a wk plus, coz last wk is HOLIDAYS; i busy wrking n slacking throughout e hols. last Sat went 2 Vivo watched Saw 4; highly recommended but nt 4 those weak heart:) went 2 wrk on Sat as dere's alot patients, it's kinda rush coz wrk till 6pm (OT liao) n mi still have 2 rush hm change b4 gg Vivo. eh, e MRT damn packed n i saw e billiard guy wor! bought a vodka, e bottle damn chio sia, waiting 4 Berlinda 2 send mi e pic! supper @ Boon Lay Market Place nasi lemak, yummy:)

haix 1st few days of sch UT:( now mi left wib CE pts, PP poster & FYP nia, gota jiayou:) realised my clz got *sm1 trying 2 act smart in Stem Cell module i guessed, 2 e xtent of gei kiang. jux found tat *sm1 funny as tat *sm1 trying 2 figure out wad's e faci nx sentence, haha couldnt ctrl myself frm laughing:) rmb a frenx, wished me luck coz my clz alot slackers. haha still can manage bah coz @ least got Susan, Angerline, Alvin & Zerong around sia:) yep who dun slack? as lng as wrk is done & dun irritate me ok liao lor, u wana take PPT/wadever not my biz:) ytd omost couldnt ctrl my temper (gota ctrl no matter wad)! sm1 reali irritated me! telling *sm1 wad 2 do etc & it's e easiest of e whole problem, jux have 2 waste abit of tym 2 search n put in2 PPT. yet *sm1 still sae cant find research, wtf. if u wana b a typical slacker waiting 4 mi 2 spoon feed u wib resources, GO AWAY! alternative method: get PPT frm ur frenx, copy & paste, simple? i bear wib it smhow, surprised? when studying UT on multipotent etc, *sm1 suddenly asked mi e diff between multipotent, pluripotent & totipotent. hey, u nid 2 study so do i! told *sm1 tat ans could b found in e 6P, still wana me to tell u e slide no & e problem?!? cant u jux simply d/l e 6P n look 4 e ans/ go 2 Wikipedia search? haha it's really stupid of u 2 have ask me such direct Q&A, coz i'm nt dumb 2 spoon feed u & i dun c any needs y i shd do tat? & 1 thing, i m nt e type of person who can tolerate all e fuckin xcuses of cannot find resources etc. warning 2 u: dun judge mi by my innocent looks:)

enough of e clz things. luckily still gt my hang-out grp in clz, if not i sure die liao:) yippee, ltr afternn pool session agn, & Hwee ling joining:) tot of gg Bugis shop 4 smthing b4 meeting em, still considering. eh emo agn coz haven receive dear's letters:( realised i really miss him n luv him alot. ine past i used 2 haf a gd bf but i dint noe hw 2 treasure. nw i wun make e same mistakes agn, & i will treasure dear, after so many things happened he made mi realized...

kawaii pic

2007-11-02T01:00:00.000-07:00

beauty buys @ Fancl last Sun:) total damage $243! haha gota e calorie limit powder, wa can mixed with drinks, gota try it out ASAP:)

realised my pig (dear bought mi 4 BD present) can do gymnastic. 2nd bro boliao so he took e pic:) very cute rite? haha...just like my dear:)

group gathering on Fri, fun fun n fun!

2007-10-28T04:40:00.000-07:00

tried out e Candy Sugar bag, yippee jux nice 2 fit in my laptop:) after resting 2 days, it's tym 2 go bck 2 wrk on Thurs. pon sch 1/2 day as i went 2 visit dear. haha he still look so cute:) as usual our talk etc...received Ting Ting call bout e voucher ready 4 collection, erm mite b doing a soft rebonding though my hair short, guess will look nicer when straight. Fri nv go wrk agn, grp gathering with Susan, Huang Yun, Angerline & Michelle. HY was sort of being dragged along wib us, who asked her?!? haha e day b4 she said Susan go she 100% go & surprised tat Susan wana go! so HY no choice, every1 heard wad she sae. anyway, guess she nv regret gg:) she was abit hi, we dint noe y?!? kip singing old songs frm the 80s, weird? jialat both 20 yrs old yet got generation gap liao. while waiting 4 Angerline 2 join us, we went 4 a few games of pool. anyway, each spent $20 on Kbox. reached hm ard 12.30am. saw Dexter, agn, @ Entertainment pool & talked bout dear abit den bck 2 my singing session:)

ytd wrked 9am-5pm, quite busy becox all patients came 2 do root canal treatment, no tym 2 slot mi in 4 braces:( dint even haf e tym 2 lunch, @ 1st tot of going Fancl gt my stuff but guess haf make another trip tml:( by e tym i finished everything it's lyk 5.40pm liao so went 2 Watsons 2 gt another bottle of Lucido L hair wax, dis tym using e mat styling hair wax:) dear's frenx called & we chatted while. guess i was reali tired becox soon after i reached hm i felt aslp & only woke up @ 12am. luckily Mama made dinner 4 mi, if not gota go downstairs buy:( now while blogging i searching 4 cosmetic spree:) guess i nid 2 fill up my blusher soon.

ltr will b meeting Alvin @ Enter 4 billiard. wow, damn long nv play billiard:( i used 2 b 'addict' 2 playing almost everyday after sch, but slowly nah. n now, my pool 'addict' is bck. all tks 2 my dear classmates:) last sem liao, class seemed rather 'on'. talked bout pool, some1 has been asking mi go Bishan. Bishan? it's so far! e nearest is Jurong 4 mi:) tat fellow replied 'i underage, Jurong confirmed cannot go in'. if i not wrong, he once said he hiong in. after awhile of talk, tat fellow decided 2 try his luck 2 get in e Jurong 1. 1/2 hr b4 meeting tym, sms frm him saying he scared police will come n he kana. since u r so scare of police, then y in e 1st place u go? den my bro listened 2 his story n 1 word 2 conclude e fellow, 'coward aka humji'.

kawaii bag & pouch

2007-10-28T04:00:00.000-07:00

my kawaii Candy Sugar bag. total got 3 colors, e navy & coffee can b seen on Angerline & Huang Yun's. finally saw a bag i wan; lurve @ 1st sight & can fit my laptop as well:)

finally gotten a cosmetic pouch after so long of saying wana buy:) but i nv put cosmetic; kept in another bag. use 4 ipod nano etc whr i lazy 2 bring my bag out:)

hair done in Monsoon

2007-10-25T10:00:00.000-07:00

hair show @ Monsoon

2007-10-25T09:41:00.000-07:00

ytd came 2 sch for only 2 hrs of FYP, becox i gtg for the Monsoon opening @ Chinatown:) Raimi nv go FYP as he gota chiong PP, haix i haven really touch much yet, these few days so tired & slpy. haha 1st tym i early 4 FYP; reached @ 8.50am (10 mins early) wow 11am came pretty fast & bye my team mates & sry bout going off earli.

chiong cab 2 dere, waited until e 4th cab willing 2 pick mi up. when i mentioned Chinatown, the previous 3 dint wana go:( the uncle very chatty, which made e journey seemed fast. upon reaching, went 2 look 4 Ting Ting & get ready for my hair 2 b temp rebond. after which will b makeup session & taadaa, a dolly look i guess:) but my eyes v itchy, gota bear 4 a few hrs:( finally a haircut & hi-lite done on stage, my brown hi-lite replaced by red & black n my should length hair cut 2 bob-style! i miss my old hair, cox kept rather long liao but nvm, a new change:) dear confirmed shocked! e stylists all dere r so warm & friendly. saw a number of artists lyk Mark Lee...photo upload ltr...went 2 Bukit Timah 2 collect e bags, arrived & so happy! wow 6 bags in all, so heavy.

2dae hair bck 2 usual, cox i dun reali noe how 2 style. sry Angerline i late & made u wait. another tired day & i m dying frm Nanotech; it's so hard:(

wrking n wrking over e wkends

2007-10-22T22:45:00.000-07:00

over e wkends it's working tym @ JP agn. Sat was sort of abit late, ard 9.10am den reached JP, luckily i took cab, if nt cfm late 1/2 hr. Janet came in the afternn 4 interview as part time, enjoy ur wrk Janet, cox it's fun:) tym passed pretty fast cox i kip going visit blogspot 4 spree n busy on9 shopping. spent my afternn break 2 walk awhile wib Janet n after tt went 2 Fox bought a nice grey polo tee. yippee 5pm meeting Shun go Orchard shop, SHOPPING TYM:) had Sushi Tei for dinner, waited 1/2 hr b4 our turn, xpected. yummy n Shun couldnt believe i could eat so much:) gals who lurve 2 look @ cute guys, there's 1 @ Sushi Tei! instead of sourcing 4 clothes, i got myself a Versace perfume:) went 2 look for godfather awhile cox v long nv see him liao. went hm @ 11pm+ cz v tired!

Sun wrking 10am, got 2 patients. 1 aunty just cum 4 normal checkup n e other 4 wisdom teeth xtraction, cool! tat guy high pain tolerance lvl, so lucky 4 us. went off @ 1.30pm lyk tat cz after tt got facial; it was so-so oni:( met up wib Hansheng & Alvin 4 pool @ Enter, agn...haha fun fun, long story:) had KFC for dinner wib Alvin b4 heading hm, mi sort of face red coz kana suan by Alvin n Jason, 'thanks' 2 u all leh. waited 4 2nd bro cum hm n taadaa, he bought 3 dozens (6 boxes of 6 donut) of Krispy Kreme Halloween donuts; e design so cute:)

2dae breakfast is donuts, had 2 n it's reali v nice i mux agree:) 2nd bro brought 3 boxes 2 wrk, bro & i 1 box each, e remaining 1 left @ hm. however i oni took 2 donuts 4 Siling, cox not enough. sry Alice & Jiemin, nx tym den buy agn ok? Stem cells today; under microscope they r so nice:) after sch agn is pool with Angerline, machiam i training 4 competition, wahaha:) haha tgt wib Berl, her bf n Angerling, we took cab 2 JP. while we q, 1 bangala cut in n Berl were lyk...den i go tapped his shoulder & asked him 2 q. hello, u duno wad is shame is it? fancy so openly cutting q! Janet 1st day wrk. hey gal, cool rite? chat wib Berl, her lame BF & Lawence @ Boon Lay till 11pm den hm. haix raining:( agn had donut 4 supper...i wan more Krispy Kreme donuts!!!

Krispy Kreme donuts:)

2007-10-22T15:30:00.000-07:00

Krispy Kreme Donut bought @ HK Airport, delivering 2 SG:) thanks to 2nd bro, muacks lurve ya

Halloween's Donuts. opps, western celebrates Halloween, so do donuts:)

the glazed donuts bought during my Aug trip 2 HK, so sugar n nice:)

shopping

2007-10-20T01:10:00.000-07:00

tights that was bought frm This Fashion, $8 damage.

my new belt, looks cool:)

my 1st 3/4 jeans, specially bought becox everytym go dere wear long jeans very warm, so...quite lame xcuse, mux well said i jux wana buy?!?

my clubbing dress?!? nah, ever since i knew dear laogong, i nv club anymore, i swear! dis dress i jux...lurve @ 1st sight i would say!

my 1st pair of skinny! frm e belt to my skinny, all bought @ a shop in Chinatown, Sis's frenx shop n total damage $110:( when is my nx shopping agn? opps seemed 2 b later after wrk i would sae:)

wkends again

2007-10-19T23:50:00.000-07:00

ytd's sch was fun becoz Dr Valavan (Dr Mita sicked) came 2 faci e class n lab lesson cool wib e color changes. managed 2 cum home 2 put laptop b4 gg wrk as dere's no UT:) nth much 2 update 4 sch. same grp as Susan, Angerline & Huang Yun. e 4 of us rather siao during lesson, xpected:) yep, had 2 cups of tea: earl grey n forest fruits, forest fuits nicer (got those fruity smell, so refreshing). suddenly felt so slpy but arh, gota go wrk:( haix wrk sux becox was kana scolded! dun felt lyk toking much bout it, becox i reali hate ytd's wrk! after wrk Berl @ KFC makan, went 2 chat wib her awhile n pei her coz she wana go smoke. haha while on e way 2 MRT, she said gt 2 guys looking @ our directions wor. nah guess they shouldnt look @ us, coz we r attached n 1 of us getting married:) so fucking angry b4 tt so Weiliang acc mi go Jurong Enter play billiard. lyk 5mths nv go billiard liao, aiming all wrong:( so qiao, saw Dexter @ Enter wor. went 7-11 buy Cleo, bread & yoghurt b4 gg hm. slp rather early becoz i very tired:(

2dae went 2 sch 4 UT on AI, wasnt as tough as i tot but e marks allocation was scary; 1 qns ard 8 marks! after UT directly went 2 wrk, another dentist Dr Kee, my regular dentist i assist:) finished wrk pretty fast n tml gota wrk also, no problem de:) Alvin tot can go pool 2dae but sorry, gota go wrk wor, Angerline also. anyway, Sun meeting 4 pool mah, wib Hansheng, yippee! received my dear's letter, gota go reply letter liao...

going end UT 1

2007-10-16T09:45:00.000-07:00

hols is coming lyk in 2 wks tym n i dun seem 2 b looking 4ward 2 it coz it's so boring w/o dear wib mi:( hopefully i can receive gd news nx visit. recently my pool mood coming back, wib my kakis lyk Angerline & Alvin mainly. this week alone went 2 Jurong Entertainment 4 pool twice, study also nt so hardwrking:) started 1st pool session on Mon & e 3 of us rather crazy, observing guys & tok cock; xx, xy, xxy groupings etc. lame but fun! mux b careful of Alvin, because e way he played pool power sia:) Mon we all played 4 lyk 3-4 hrs n i saw a handsm guy frm far, he playing billiard while i played pool, n his figure proportional. erm actually is e 2nd tym i seen him liao. he seemed 2 b a regular dere. dear cannot angry wor, becoz i c only mah, no harm rite?

erm ytd went 2 play pool agn, but dis tym Alvin last min dunwana go! went 2 manicure & realized my manicurist resigned:( would rec gals 2 go dere coz e staffs friendly etc...tks Jason & Angerline 4 acc mi wor:) while waiting 4 Angerline & Jason 2 cum, i go c pple ice skate. haix i missed those days, actually oni 1, i went ice skate with dear n i slapped him, i bad hor? 4 nth leh, of coz he angry lah! i missed playing billiard wib dear, becoz he oways kana bullied by mi:) yippee, guess more pool session on e way! after pool off mi n Angerline went 2 PS shopped n had pasta 4 dinner, yummy but ate till xtreme full!

Mama went Phuket pray where 2nd bro went HK, agn...i oso wana go HK; e food, e shopping! yippee, Sat after wrk is shopping day. gg 2 browse c whr gt nice dress 4 bro's wedding n looking 4 more clothes:) nx Thurs pon-ing 1/2 day, coz gg c dear:)

wrking in JP

2007-10-11T23:52:00.000-07:00

2dae @ JP wrking 9am - 9pm, reached @ 8.45am, early sia surprise:) b4 gg wrk went 2 pay bills @ SAM; my pay $400 last mth, $350 gone into bills, power?!? no patient in e mrn so watched Secret I Can't Tell by Jay; so touching love story & i cried! after which went 2 UOB bank in money n back in front of the desktop. lunch tym had Subway sandwich coz i realized i m putting on wt liao, sob sob:( wanted Honey Oat but no more, so had wheat instead & turkey breast, @ least nt so fattening:) went 2 Marie France 4 a consultation, felt so lyk slimming down:( but arh, i jux cant reali resist temptaiton! basement got wafersmell v nice, had choco waf 4 dinner n wheat tea, which can aid in slimming n digesting, @ least wun feel so guilty bah:) last min b4 off wrk got 1 foreign patient, tink he wana keng MC, said all e tooth hurt lyk hell but when check, his wisdom teeth rot liao yet he sae nt pain, wth. passed him e invoice & he asked 4 authorized letter so can claim frm company, nv gave him coz we oni issue invoice.

short post, coz wrk mah, got wad thing 2 blog?

Jacky's concert is coming again, but...

2007-10-08T08:47:00.000-07:00

actually i found tt stem cell is an interesting module, esp Mon as it talked bout cord blood:) opps changed grp liao, hopefully e rest can only change, coz nt all classmates i reali noe mah. erm, no dai di, Angerline nv asked 2 play, so sad. every1 seemed so tired, esp when it rained ard noon:( lesson ended @ 3.40pm & i went hm b4 gg wrk @ JP. taking MRT wif Susan, 1st tym i tok so long with her?!? haha she changed alot, not e Susan i knew in e past, good:)

ytd transferred e remainig $144 using POSB acc, then deposit cash in agn, bill will b paying ltr coz 4got acc number. hope my candy sugar bag can arrive fast, den i can dump everything, includin laptop, in & dear will carry 4 mi. yippee ytd early release 4 mi coz i gg see dear:) took cab coz i playing dai di b4 tt till 12.15pm n my appt tym 1.15pm! 1 hr how 2 rush over xcept cab? spent $17 on cab n e taxi uncle very talkative. hehe sm1 entertaining mi wor:) reached there 15 mins earlier so went 2 buy mag...ended @ 2pm, fast hor? happy 7th month anniversary 2 dear. wahaha i 1st gal last so long with him leh & he hope we can last 4ever, we will de:) after tt felt damn tired:( omost overslp in e bus! went hm b4 gg 2 JP wrk, as usual. nth much 2 blog bout. daily letter writing has becum my habit n no matter hw tired i am, i will write finish 4 e day b4 slping. tot of masking but too tired:(

now FYP in sch, doing annealing & XRD, cool:) last sem oways pon FYP n i managed 2 pass border line. but now things diff: i promised dear i will study hard n go 4 FYP etc...@ 1st after FYP will b gg BV shop with Angerline & Hwee Ling, but Sherlyn sicked nite no1 wrk, so i cant off le lor. erm tot of shopping over e wkends, well sure c how...n Thurs i pon sch 2 go wrk, coz Sherlyn's bf's Sis ROM, opps soon it's gota b my turn:) erm, May 2008 bro's wedding @ Oriental Hotel, ard $1k/ table. wha stress, den my ROM nid how much? wait 4 dear 2gther planning...

shop n save agn:)

2007-10-07T22:00:00.000-07:00

last Aug tix to Jacky's concert in HK, really missed e concert so much, i wan more...it's taken with Sharp hp, damn clear sia...i wana go HK agn, best nx yr with my dear:) erm gg over dere 2 buy rings as well coz e design v nice, n oso photo taking, yippee!!!

opps i got a C for Nanotech P2, xpected as i was pretty blur tt day, as 4 e rest, so far all Bs. i promised dear tt i'll study hard so i gota do it, if nt ltr he angry:( FYP was fun, with all e spin coating etc n gota measure e chemical, so scary coz scare put too much:) after FYP went 2 JP dental 2 shorten e nerves be4 i go put brace, agn...stitched back & felt abit disconfort. hehe i felt aslp throughout e operation coz i m very tired, n not pain @ all:) nx wed or so have 2 go remove stitch, heal liao den brace agn...wrking in JP is so fun, toking 2 e dentist, knowing more on antigens etc...Thurs was SHOPPING day! went 2 Chinatown, Sis's frenx de shop 2 buy jeans (1 skinny + 1 3/4 + 1 dress + 1 belt = $100), sob sob no money liao gota save agn...e clothes damn nice, coz imported frm HK directly. Fri was e only day in RP dat i saw so many pple wore till very...'hey gorgeous' came 2 our sch & pple dressed xceptionally nice, but pls, did u look @ e mirror? so wad dress till damn chio? i nv sae who, so if u wana scold mi, u r admitting u r 1 of em:) anyway my dressing tt day = shirt shorts & sandles...Sat went lot 1 kbox with Shun, Alan, Justin & his frenx frm 11pm - 3am. Justin staying @ my hse so we could go hm late. frm start 2 end i've been singing, sore throat liao! hehe 2dae woke up @4pm, i m a gd sleeper indeed:)

planned 2 gt a Samsung phone for dear leh soon. i wana change phone too, SE K850i releasing tink end of e yr, provided i got e money coz tink will be near $1k (5MP cybershot leh)...erm e camera chio but e design so so:( hehe phone wise can wait till mayb end of e yr den decide with dear. recently crazy bout a bag, ordered via spree 2gther with Angerline, Hwee Ling, Chen Hui, Huang Yun & Michelle. guess e bag will arrive in 2 wks tym:) Huang Yun gg TW tml with her bf, asked her help mi buy Dainty masks if she came across, haha mi now crazy bout mask sia:) will miss u de Huang Yun, take care wor. saw Calvin's blog on his tat, so chio sia, i oso wana do 1 behind my ear, but dear dun let coz he sae he himsf oso nv put, wahaha wad xcuse?

jux now toking 2 2nd bro on a long-lost pri sch frenx, trying 2 look 4 him but seemed tt he disappeared:( he's a gd frenx, oways helping mi in sch etc...msn-ed 1 of my x n apologised 4 hurting him, i seemed 2 change. last tym i dun even gif a damn bout hurting pple! guilty or wad, i duno. haix pple treating mi so gd yet i duno how 2 treasure. i've learnt my lesson n now, i will treasure dear. i will never let him go, gota grap him tightly coz he's really e 1 for me n a xtreme nice guy! erm gota go bath n write my letters:) i miss my dear alot...

nth 2 do so...guess hu is he?!?

2007-10-03T22:38:00.000-07:00

haha he's Nichas, cute rite? coz fits so nicely...last Fri we finished AI rather fast, Mich nth 2 do so used Zerong's SE phone 2 play with it...c told you all, poly is FUN!

photos cant b uploaded?!?

2007-09-30T23:30:00.000-07:00

woke up @ 12pm+ get readi 2 work @ Jurong, felt so lazy suddenly:( @ 1st mit Jason, my team partner, @ 2.30pm but i was late, reached ard 2.50pm. Jason, paiseh wor. anyway, he went clubbing ytd, but i nv go coz i gd gal:) n told mi his encounter, wahaha better nt 2 make any comments. makan KFC agn, but instead of 2 pieces chicken meal, i had e oriental chicken salad, on diet liao...but only for tt while! 2dae nt much pple willing 2 take photo, dun ask mi y! so kelian coz we cant hit e quota, haix bt we oreadi tried...went 2 play pool @ Enter Centre and wha, finally i saw yandaos, hehe. Jason pitied dear, but dear sure very fangxin 1, coz i c only mah, no harm:) Jason himsf more jialat den mi, coz he will go make frenx with chiobu de, opps...anyway, ended wrk @ 7pm n asked a gd frenx cum Enter play pool, mi addicted liao...yep, initially she 'on' mi liao n mit @ 8pm, but ard 7.50pm she last min cancel, wtf damn angry with pple last min de lor...so in e end, i cooked fish makan with bro they all n computer tym agn. haix sian leh, eat oso kana nag. it's so irritating 2 kip repeating saying e same old things, but y they jz simply lurve 2 repeat?

Shun called n asked mi go makan seafood tml, makan YIPPEE! but @ 1st dunwan go coz scare reach hm late den tired. but hor, i simply cant resist food temptation. moreover, Kaiting's bd tml. in e end, i decided 2 go tml:) opps going write letter liao, n iron my clothes. some pple r jz showing favourism...

pls kip ur mouth shut!

2007-09-30T00:50:00.000-07:00

wkend agn, 2 wks gone in RP. haix seemed so demotivated w/o him ard. dese wkends wrking @ Jurong East with Jason, we slackers, wahaha. Actually nth much, just walking ard between Enter Centre & IMM. ya IMM, so many memories of mi n dear, from we knew each other etc...tym seemed 2 pass pretty fast, mayb cz we team up bah, den tok cock all e ways. tool photos with a grp of guys; so enthu:) erm, i guessed we hit our target?!? @ nitex mit up with Justin & Sheena, n saw Aunties @ IMM. i acc J & S makan, so in return, they acc mi go Teck Whye makan:) anyway, Robert came 2 pick us up @ Enter Centre n yippee, makan tym! opps, i've became fatter wor. but how cum my dear said i slim down? perhaps tt day i tired bah tt's y...

haix sian, getting damn irritated by all e naggings etc. while cleaning my room & helping me 2 put my earrings in2 my drawer, she saw my phone bill, n guessed wad? she opened, agn WITHOUT my permission! den since she duno eng, she brought it 2 her wrkplace n asked, i tink her boss, 2 translate 2 her. i dun care bout wadever, cz i will pay. knowing tt my bill haven pay 4 mths, she nagged & scolded. yep i can simply IGNORED her. but e pt was tat since she is NOT giving mi a bit 2 pay, y in e 1st place she scold? i mean, asked her 4 mere $10 lyk wan her life, asking mi qns b4 giving mi. back hm she told em i guessed. anyway let mi tell u, wadever it is, i will pay, dun worry bout mi unable 2 pay, cz all u wan is only face rite? i wun let u lose it de! & ya, pls DUN EVER ask me bout my bill coz u sure u really care? n DUN EVER do things (related 2 mi) WITHOUT my permission! u noe wad's privacy? if u wan mi respect u, pls respect my rights 1st!

damn tired n dun even have any mood. i m broke, i nid money...haix wrking seemed 2 b part of my life now, @ least tym pass faster. i miss dear alot:( arh gota go write letter liao...

tired tired tired

2007-09-28T20:50:00.000-07:00

wrking throughout the weekends @ Orchard:( though only 4 hrs, i felt i've wrked bout 15 hrs; very tiring & my legs weak...clicked rather well with my partner, May. she's very pretty, but guys out dere too bad, got bf liao:) took pic with Calvin & Beth using N95, will upload @ a ltr tym. e camera really v cool. after wrk chatted with May while she waiting for her bf dismiss frm sch, hey May, u got a new gd frenx liao! on Sun i saw a P.sch-cum-Sec 1 frenx, David. so long nv c liao. mi & May lyk walking ads, wearing uni walking ard cz we nv take bags etc...so troublesm cz i wana go shop after wrk! hehe managed 2 psyco Shun 2 town & e 3 of us shopped @ FEP. saw Gideon & Blosson shoppin too:) haha bought a dress n i'm happi! i wan more shopping...

mon's sch stress, not by the classmates; by the faci:( she's very strict 2wards us & e clz seemed so...aniway, mon's lesson ended e earliest:) i loved mon, thurs n fri's lessons, with all my gd frenx same team & i guessed Susan & Angerline quite pissed off, cz i kip asking em qns on Physics & Chemistry. hey gals, sorry wor, coz i m reali bad @ tt. went 2 visit dear, yippee m so happi, but kana 'scolded' by him, haha jz those joking scold lor, he whr bear 2 scold mi de?

ytd after wrk went Kbox with godfather n Shun etc, reached hm ard 12.30am, dint realised she miz called mi 3 tyms. i sang till wana sore throat liao, anyway had red wine:) it's fri tt's FRUSTRATING! e things she did behind is making mi hate her more, not appreciate. in e past whenever she nagged etc, i'll treat tt she cared etc. but when i was sleeping, she actually CHECKED my bag WITHOUT my permission!!! yep indeed, a pack of cigarette found but it WASN'T mine! i was merely helping a frenx 2 kip n 4got 2 return. well, she dint believe my xplanation nvm, cz since young i oways lied n even if i told her e truth, she will tink i m lying! since she tink i m a bad gal, wad's dere 2 xplain? e frustrating part was not with whether she believe mi/nt, cz i m not guilty @ all. it all lies wif her CHECKING my bag WITHOUT my permission, noe wad's called PRIVACY? if i m bad 2 tt xtent, i WOULD haf been 1 in e past. ctrl n ctrl, wad e fuck is tt? asking u 4 a mere $20 to pay phone bill, as if i wan ur life. only noe how 2 kip askin mi when n how m i gg 2 pay, do u noe it's very IRRITATING? so wad if i own bill? so wad if they chase after me? so wad i land in remand cz of dis? DO U EVER GIVE A DAMN BOUT MI? told u i booked appt 2 xtract wisdom tooth, all u asked were, 'whose's gg 2 pay 4 it'? when i mentioned he asked mi 2 book, u kip quiet immed! told u my wisdom teeth HURTS lyk hell, wad u sae u rmb? 'nvm, let u pain till can die'. u rmb all those words frm ur mouth? u 4got nvm, cz i WILL rmb! m i ur daughter, dis qns i've been asking mysf dese days. pls dun ever sae u care etc, cz 2 mi, u nv. u only waited till things happened then cared abit:( n pls stop saying bout dear, coz @ least he's e only 1 who reali understd mi!

letter writing haas become part of my routine n waiting 4 letter too. i rmb my promise to 2 guys tt i'll study hard n graduate nx Feb, i'm trying my best oreadi. nv in RP have i really asked pple qns etc...even my x classmates said i now chiongster, 4 study. it's nt e grades i'm after 4; it's a promise:)

1st week of sch

2007-09-21T19:40:00.000-07:00

has been wrking throughout e holidays; 3 jobs in all! 1 of em required mi 2 wrk in e mrn, lyk ard 5.30am gota wake up tt kinda job & only 4 hrs. though tired (cz i slept @ 3am+ & gota wake up so early), i enjoyed wrking dere; @ least i learn smthing i m interested in. another job i enjoyed alot will b 6pm to 9pm on wkdays @ Jurong Point. it's a dental clinic & besides being recep, i gota assist e dentist & it's FUN! e last 1 will be, usual, in sales line. it's very tiring & i dun reali lurve it, somemr cnt use HP during wrk, no customers oso cannot use, wth. Sept holidays = chiong wrk:(

i m in W55H (same as Alvin, Huang Yun etc) and it's e last semester in RP, gota wrk real hard cz i dunwana repeat! anyway, seems rather energetic dis wk, guess will b 4 dis wk, after tt sure tired liao:) lessons quite alrite n 1st lessons are always ez, subseq getting harder:( dis sem cannot pon too much, i limit mysf 2 pon 3 times/module, if not dear will b upset 2 haf a notti laopo:) i miss my dear alot...seems tat i've been rather antisocial nowadays:( besides dear, i dun quite feel lyk toking...

back 2 sch, 1st day's lesson by Dr Kam on organ transplant: heard frm Angerline tt we reali nid 2 speak up alot 2 gt an A & my 1st impression on her was she's STRICT! n she usually dismissed at/b4 3.30pm, which means i can go hm put bag b4 gg wrk, yippee lurve it, no nid carry till so heavy:) day 2's lesson by an Indian faci, i 4got his name. guess he's a local, coz his Eng not as slang as Dr Valavan, but anyway, i prefer Dr Valavan's n i so envied Clara, cz he faci their clz! lesson ended @ 3.45pm & i gota rushed 2 Lot 1 meet up with Mama. erm, couldnt c Janet leh, whr r u? just window shopping ard, & @ 5pm, went 4 my prdt training, commercing wrk on Sat:) rather tired coz travel 2 east side, haix...missed dis wk's & nx wk's FYP due 2 some urgent things, sry mates:) dis sem will do my best 4 all 2 graduate, no matter wad! sad 2 sae, i skipped my last 2 days' lessons 2 cover Sherlyn 4 wrk: she sick, as well as Serene & Siyin, take care gals:) watched 'Art of e Devil 2' while @ wrk, seemed abit late cz dis movie rather long ago liao. anyway, e show was abit gross but e ending i lyk...used 'till death do us part' 2 describe its ending.

yippee, received my Nu Ren Wo Zui Da spree's items in gd condition:) ordered 'DD masks', took 3 pieces/ 'flavour', tink will receive mostly nx wkends or so...getting more 'ai mei' nowadays, coz gota prepare le mah:) dese few days discussing bout weddin with family, planning guest lists, hotels etc...nah, it's bro's weddin 1st:) sort of informal discussion n joked ard abit. gota source 4 dress etc, hair & makeup luckily i knew hu 2 look 4 liao:) machiam lyk my weddin, so ganchong n lookin 4ward...wahaha, mine huh? soon soon le...if mi, i wan a simple yet memorable 1, spend with love ones can liao lah, simple n sweet:)

update of HK trip...

2007-09-20T02:59:00.000-07:00

went 2 Hong Kong from 30th Aug to 3rd Sept, will do update manually 1st as photos not yet ready:) agn, bear with it 4 e long entry:) summarized of e trip: fantasic esp e concert, n i wana go dere tk wedding photo as well, e food esp Wanton Noodles n Double layer milk dessert MUST try!

30th Aug: takin Jetstar @ 8am, gota reach ard 5am for breakfast too:) which meant if i slp, i haf 2 wake up @ 2.30am, which is my usual sleepin tym, so muz as well dun slp! mi, bro n Mum woke every1 up 2 get ready. guess wad? i brought my small piggie along n Mum was rather...tinkin i was crazy. on e way 2 Airport i dint slp, haix dint go wana go becoz...tot of mailing letter @ e Airport, but couldnt find any mailbox, arh 4gt it:( reached HK ard 11.30am n hotel check in bla bla bla till 2pm den okay. stayed @ Prudential Hotel in Kowloon Tsimshashui. went 2 temple pray n i got a lot 4 career; sort of gd lot if i noe how 2 manage:) after tt still got tym 2 go back bath n gt ready for Jacky Cheung's concert, yippee!!! e concert was FANTASIC i shall say, hope i hope can go c e rest of his concert, it's e best! whole stadium was packed n his voice v solid! after e concert ard 12am, went 4 supper (fishball noodles) n back 2 hotel slp. too lazy 2 mask cz abit tired, dozed off pretty fast:)

31st Aug: spent 1/2 day @ Da Yu Shan, photo taking n makan vegetarian food, it's yummy. after tt proceeded 2 Disneyland: the MTR aka MRT 2 dere very nice with cushion sit n e windows all Mickey Mouse! tot of buying sm clothes frm dere but dun haf i lyk de:( only managed 2 gt a pair of Mickey earrings. waited till 9pm for e fireworks 2 take place b4 gg for supper...erm it was so-so n dere's alot pple! met up with 2nd bro aka Pig's frenx n head down 2 Central for my Double layer Milk dessert! it's really a Must try:) writing bout it alone made mi drool! by e tym we finish e dessert lyk sae 11pm+ near 12am liao, n e streets still so happenings: shopping still open etc. seeing Sasa dere is common, every few mins walk gt 1 Sasa. Fannries Sis gt a Pooh umbella, dn haf Chipmunk 1:(

1st Sept: SG's teachers' day. Happy Teachers' Day to those in NHPS, NTSS, USS & RP! still in HK enjoying all e great food etc. planned 2 go Ocean Park, but every1 seemed rather tired frm ytd's Disneyland. so e adv of F&E is = flexibility! we went 2 Macau instead. took an hr to 2 hr ferry (1 way trip) n upon reaching, took cab 2 Da Shan Ba, where we visited a church which was being bombed in WW2 & everything destroyed, xcept the door, amazing rite? after tt dere's a stretch of road selling almond biscuits, was quite full frm all e testing of biscuits. bought ours @ Zui Xiang Yuan, 1 of e popular shop 4 almond biscuits. carrying so many things, we went 2 Venettian, a new casino in Macau. we only went 2 see, nv play coz we got only 1/2 hr left b4 gg back 2 HK. haha 4 foreigners above 18 can go in le, i omost kana check IC. 4 dinner meeting Pig's frenx n he treated us, an xpensive meal of i guess @ least SGD$700 above. went over 2 Mama dere bath n soaked myself in bath tub, omost dozed off:)

2nd Sept: 2day finali 2 Ocean Park! alot HKies because it was e last day of their Summer vacations. played everything gota q, n it's rather long. 1st we went 4 roller coaster ride (mi, Pig, Fannries Sis n Mama). gota take out specs etc in case fly out, so guess wad Mama did? she took off her dentures! it's rather funny but she said 2 b safe mah:) e ride was so-so for us, @ least Mama dared 2 go 4 roller coaster le. spent e whole afternn dere, abit rain so we juz walk ard n take cable cars:) i love e dolphins; cute & adorable! how i wish i can bring 1 back:) humid day 2dae. went 2 take tram 2 proceed 2 The Peak, e most romantic place i think of. Pig's frenx already got e tix 4 us. e view is nth but FANTASIC! felt so peaceful suddenly, arh i wana take my wedding pic here! dinner also @ a restaurant dere n spent ard SGD $1000 having sharkfin, goose liver etc...agn his frenx treated. his frenx went off via a cab as he rushing 4 plane 2 Moscow. anyway, thanks alot:) photo taking n walking awhile before heading for dessert. almost every9 dessert, nv got tired of them! 2day switched 2 Pig's room cz his frenx left. yippee, king size bed, meaning my small little pig gt its own space 2 slp:) last night in HK le, soaking in bath tub agn...tym 2 pack my stuff...

3rd Sept: managed 2 check out at 4pm:) morning went walk @ Ave of Stars, n shop 4 Wife biscuits. went 2 LV shop, e things r bout e same price in SG leh...bro n Fannries Sis went 2 look 4 gaming tings 4 Nitendo Wii (came back empty handed instead) while e rest of us went 2 buy biscuits. after tt bought some mags lyk beauty Pro, Men's Uno etc...total i bought 5 mags n costed only about SGD $20! it's relaticely cheaper. nth much though coz departing soon:( arh, i miss HK & i wana go agn, for SHOPPING! besides mags, got Krispy Kreme donuts @ Airport too, e services v slow but e donuts NICE! had a gd slp in plane, hugging my small little pig:)

according 2 Pig, it is impossible 2 shop, esp since we only went for 4-5 days, coz of all e sightseeing. now tt we done wif e sightseeing, nx tym we go is purely SHOPPING n of cz, makan:) everyday woke up ard 9am n slp ard 2am n though tired, it's really FUN! i wana more HK trips, more Jacky's concert etc...

still in holidays mood:)

2007-09-06T01:20:00.000-07:00

finally a change of blog cz nth 2 do bah. lurve dis blogskin, simple n sweet:) realised i 1mth plus nv blog, opps seems 2 be MIA liao:) anyway, jz reported tat i m back n safe! i was so free tat i went 2 look @ pple's blog etc, ltr evening starting wrk soon liao, but i enjoyed wrking @ JP: fun n can learn many things:) shall blog about dis few days bah, but will b a long 1, continue if u wan:)

4th Sept: 'distribute' donuts 2 Alice (self collection) & Jie Min's bf (Yew Tee MRT) ard 2pm+ to 3pm. sry Siling, as i couldnt get em 4 u, next tym i go i preorder 1st:) after tt went 2 IMM mit Sis's frenz 2 pass her e donuts n biscuits. haix IMM, so many memories dere: whr i 1st gota noe dear etc...reali have 2 tks Mum dis tym for forcing mi 2 wrk, if nt i wun get 2 mit dear:) have so many things 2 update dear...haix life's so boring nowadays...

5th Sept: Aunty went bak Mentakab liao, haix shd apologised 2 her 4 unable 2 bring her go walk walk etc, coz i reali dun haf e mood 2 do so, sry:( morning went 2 SAF museum for CE, help i nid 2 clear abit more! after which makan @ MOS burger (i tot e club MOS,wahaha) n proceeded 2 Lot 1 for pool with Hansheng n Alvin (kana dragged by us), played for nearly 4.5hrs)! very long nv play pool/billiard liao, so miz e tym dear played billiard with mi:(

GPA etc out; i did rather badly (xpected as i pon quite alot tym n 1 of e faci damn bias, kip giving mi Cs for no reason, wtf)! managed 2 pass my FYP (border line), dint xpect but still, lucky n tks 2 my FYP mates:) will jiayoiu for FYP 2:)

i am not as strong as euu pple think

2007-07-27T02:45:00.000-07:00

many days nv blog, coz i dun haf e mood 2 do so:( 1 week passed; it seemed so long & lonely w/o dear by my side. many unhappiness happened too, but he wasnt here 2 help mi etc, guess i gota b independent 1st:( everything, including studies, seems so meaningless now:( who can i tok 2? all i can do is 2 kip everything 2 myself n wait for him out 2 tell him. luckily Wed went 2 visit him. however, my heart was so pain, becz he looked so fatigue. how long more can we be 2gther? i reali miz him alot...
juz bought another pig frm More Than Words ytd 2 match e big pig tt dear bought:) many pple tink tt i will not wait for dear etc n tink tt i wait oni temp, wun b long. PLS OPEN UR EARS & LISTEN CAREFULLY! i've nv reali done anything serious b4 or talk serious, this is e 1st time i m serious in a r/s n i said wait means i will n i will lurve him till eternity! believe it or not, i m serious 2wards dear. no matter wad happens in future, i'll b dere wif him etc. juz simply hate it when pple kip asking mi 2 reconsider/ wadeva, i m no longer a kid n i know dis time my decision is FIXED!